That's how you make me feel , I count you as a privilege, this love is so ideal, I know you feel the same I see it everyday in all the things you do, in all the things you say
In the car there is complete silence but also a awkward atmosphere. His looking at the road directly with no emotions. It's as if nothing happened and in situations like these silence is a lie. I turn on the radio with shaking hands and it's him and I by Halsey and G- Easy. One of the songs I love but at this moment I can't even hum along.
My head is spinning as I don't know what's next. Do I apologise. Do I just call the cops and tell them if I die tonight Vally is responsible. God. Whichever god that created me I know I don't always pray but today I really need you. I close my eyes and softly mutter a prayer which never even make sense but all I can think of now is being safe.
"Amen" I open my eyes and see that we in our neighborhood. That was quick but thanks God, you rock. He stops the car right outside my house gate , but doesn't turn to face me.
Is he maybe thinking of ways to kill me. Or maybe his going to cut my fingers and send them to Natalie. I need to do something. I can't just sit here and think of my death.
"Thanks for today" I tell him while holding the door handle. If this door could just open my adrenaline is on full mode, I'll definitely storm out tripping on my own feet. "Its nothing" he says still not looking at me.
I am the cause of everything and before I die let me do something good. "Sorry for what they did" I say while playing with my fingers.
"What did you tell them?" He asks. Does he really have to know can't he just kill me already.
"That you.."
"That I'm?"
"You gay" that came out more of a whisper. If he says anything I swear to scream. Still playing with my fingers I look up to him to find him in a fit of laughter.
Should I join in or should I just look. His laughing so hard that tears come out of his dark eyes. Angry bird has water in his body. I can't help but admire his soft features , his canines , the way his turning pink. I have seen him in laughter but I never really did mind cause of the situation and now that I've got the chance his actually cute when laughing. I am just admiring the same guy that intends to kill me. Maybe.
"You .. Should of said worse" he says in between his laughter.
"You should have said maybe I'm your dad or your boyfriend but being gay also takes the cup" he laughs once more putting his head on the steering wheel. Honestly I don't find anything amusing here so I'll just wait for him.
"I'm sorry" I tell him and he stops laughing.
"Well it wasn't enough" he says mocking me and blinking repeatedly. Are we playing that game now. I am in fear already, what is it that he wants. What if he wants me to strip for him, bloody pervert. I should have known that behind those soft features is the most biggest jerk.
🎶 You just walked out of one of my dreams, so beautiful you leaving me breathless 🎶
We interrupted by the playing radio. We were both so onto each other that we forgot the radio. We both look at each other. I look deeply in his dark eyes and see nothing but pure love. My emotions or hormones whichever one it is takes full control of me and I find myself on his lap.
Our eyes still not breaking contact. It's all in the eyes I was once told. A smile isn't genuine unless the eyes smile to. Words mean nothing unless the eyes speak them too. The eyes do speak sometimes because it's what's happening now. There are no words being said but we are speaking. The fire between us is so hot that I give in and our lips touch.
I think this is the part where we need fireworks in the background. The feeling is so new maybe it's because it's my first kiss. His lips on mine causing butterflies to make a tornado in my stomach, sparks igniting but this time stronger than before, and everything just feels like a dream. Time has stopped and it's as if only me and him matter.
He tugs my hair in one hand, helping me move with the flow. I'm actually glad he did that after biting him repeatedly. His other hand around my waist pulling me closer and making me wet. I give my fingers the pleasure of touching his hair. Both my hands in his curly, messy, hair, taking in every detail, length and softness of it.
Our lips move in a rhythmic way and when he enters my mouth I moan causing him to kiss me harder and faster. This is a kiss of need. We both needed this and now we both got it.
He pulls out of the kiss having both of us catching our breaths. I still sitting on his lap watch how his chest rises and drops. He looks at me and I know this won't end well. I open the door embarrassed and step out with him behind me. I take my things from him and head home.
Opening the gate slowly I stop in my tracks when he calls out my name. I turn around to see him staring at me. Oh Gosh even at night he still looks hot. He bloody shines brighter then the street light. "Goodnight" he says. I jus nod like he does and walk home. Did his ways already rub over me after sharing a kiss.
Reality hits me when I enter my room and remember. I just kissed him. My neighbor took my first kiss. Am I dreaming?. Holy shit. Closing my eyes everything that happened today replays and now I know that it happened and There is no turning back or running away. I Brittney Bryson had my first kiss with Vally Carter. My neighbor.
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