12 - Awkward
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"You drive me crazy." He whispered as I felt his warm lips on my right ear.
I don't know how to react with what's happening. I can't even move my freaking body. All I know is that I feel so uncomfortable with how close we are right now. I can feel his warm hands on my back, they are not moving but it feels like it's melting every organ inside my body. This is not good. Hindi pa rin niya inaalis ang mukha niya sa gilid ng ulo ko. I can feel his hot breath.
"Ano bang ginagawa mo? Naka drugs ka ba ha?" I finally had the courage to say something again. I heard him chuckle. Even now, I can't beleive that he is capable of doing that. Parang siya na kasi ang pinaka seryosong taong nakita ko na hindi man lang kayang ngumisi o tumawa. O baka naman, pagpapanggap niya lang 'yon?
"Ya, I think I'm high." He said with a teasing voice. Naramdaman ko ulit ang labi niya sa na nakalapat sa tenga ko.
"Sabi na nga ba. Hindi ka normal ngayong araw na 'to'. Kung ano man ang nahithit mo, last na iyan ha? I don't think it's good for you." I heard him chuckle again. What's with him today? Mukha nga talaga yatang nakadroga siya.
"Damn. You're right. I'm high as fuck." He said with his low voice.
Napapitlag lang ako nang biglang mag-ring ang phone ko mula sa bulsa ng suot kong cardigan. Kinapa ko iyon at marahang kinuha. I still feel a little bit stiff. I want my hand to move to stop him from holding me but I don't have enough strenght to do that right now. Mas pinili ko na lang na pindutin ang answer button at ilagay sa kabilang tenga ang phone para masagot iyon.
"He-hello?" I even stuttered.
"Baby." I feel my stomach tighten. Shit. Si hubby.
Naitaas ko ang isang kamay ko sa dibdib niya para mailayo siya pero mas lalo niya pa akong hinapit. Mas hinigpatan niya pa ang pagkakapalupot ng braso niya sa aking katawan. He is literally embracing me with all his might. Isinubsob niya pa ang mukha niya sa buhok ko. Napalunok ako at narinig ko ang mahinang pagtawa niya sa paninigas ng katawan ko. Is he playing games with me now?
"Baby?" I heard my boyfriend's voice. I should answer now.
"Ah. Hubby, ano..." I am lost for words. Bigla akong kinabahan. Kapag nalaman ni hubby na may ibang lalaking nakayakap sa akin ng ganito baka...Baka ano... Ugh. I should really push him away but why can't I? What the hell is happening to me? Why do I feel like my heart is beating out of my chest?
"Thought I lost you." He said on the other line.
"Ah, may napindot lang yata ako." Pagdadahilan ko sabay lunok.
"I'm here." He whispered. My hubby whispered. His voice is heaven.
"Ha? Saan?" I panicked.
"Outside. Come on, get down. I'm waiting." He is fetching me and I shouldn't be letting some other guy hug me right now.
BINABASA MO ANG
Not A Bad Thing (Book One)
Fanfiction"Damn, I'm not even sure if I'll be in heaven after life but I'd find my escape out from hell just to find you." - Oh Sehun
