Not A Bad Thing (Book One)

Part 2 - Chapter 36

36 - Harder

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It's been a month since we last talked to each other. That was when we had a 'serious conversation' on his office. Tapos ko na rin ang hours of training nakailangan kong bunuin sa company nila. Nakakapanibago na hindi na ako kailangan gumising ng maaga at maghanda para pumasok doon.

Nakaka miss rin pala makasama ang mga taong araw araw kong nakakasalamuha sa Company. Lalo na sina Ai at Jin. We send text messages here and there but it's still different when you can talk to them in person. I miss our bond. 

Si Vini naman, tumigil na sa pangungulit. I told him that were cool. I forgive him for whatever he did. I guess that's just him. He tends to have too much fun that he forgets there are some more important things that he needs to do. I talked to him about it but I don't know if he listened because he just laughed about it. He would probably learn from those things in the future if he is not realizing it right now. I don't know if he'll ever take a girl seriously but I still hope that someday he would. Maybe he'll find his match and he'll be a loyal guy in then. I wish.

And me, I want to have a new start. No hard feelings and such.  

I miss Sehun too. When I told him that I'm giving him the permission to hurt me I waited. I waited for him to continue his revenge but he did not do anything. I did not see him for the whole month. I guess we both need space. Pareho kaming may kasalanan sa isa't isa. We have to wait until time heal the wounds we made. I still love him. I do. Hindi naman mawawala iyon. Sa araw araw na hindi ko siya nakikita, nalulungkot ako. It's like something very important is missing. He is that piece, I know.

Saktong pakatapos kong maligo ay nag ring ang phone ko na nakapatong sa aking kama. Jeno's name is in it. I clicked the answer button. "Hello, Jeno?"

"Ate Sul?" His voice is different, like something is off. Kinabahan naman ako.

"Bakit? Anong nangyari?"

"Can you come over?" He paused. "Please?"

"Why? Jeno, just tell me. What happened? Okay ka lang ba diyan? May nangyari bang hindi maganda?"

"Ano kasi... si Kuya..." He seems nervous and it made me nervous too.

"Anong nangyari sa kanya?" Naglakad ako papalapit sa cabinet at kumuha ng damit na maisusuot habang nakahawak pa rin sa cellphone na nakalapat sa isa kong tenga. "What's happening? Nandiyan pa kayong pareho sa bahay niyo? I'll come over, okay?"

"Yes Ate. I'll wait for you."

"O-okay. Papunta na ako." Nagmamadali akong umalis ng bahay. Halos hindi ako makahinga habang nasa biyahe. Ang daming pumapasok sa utak ko habang nasa daan. I hope everything's fine. Pero bakit naman tatawag si Jeno kung maayos sila doon? My hands are starting to sweat even if I feel cold all of a sudden. Hubby please, don't do something stupid.