I froze on the same spot. I know that the vehicle will hit me in a second but I can't move my feet. I want to run. I want to breathe but I can't do anything anymore. I'm just waiting for the pain of death. I don't want to end my life like this but it's seems like I don't have any choice.
No. Please. No. I still want to win my hubby back. I can't leave like this. I was hurt but I still want to beleive in our forever. He promised me that. I will beleive him. Please give us one more chance. I can't die like this. I don't want this to end yet.
Nanlalamig akong napadilat. Butil butil ang pawis ko kahit nanginginig ako sa lamig na nararamdaman ko. Hirap pa rin ako sa paghinga. My sight is blurry and find it hard to move.
"Fuck shit baby. What's happening?" Mas lalo yata aking naghina nung marinig ko ang boses niya. What is this? Am I in heaven? Where am I? Bakit siya nandito?
I'm just looking at him and I can't beleive it. Nandito ba talaga siya? I can see the intensity of his stare and I feel lke I'm floating.
Tinulungan niya akong makaupo sa may kama ko. Wait. Shit. Kama ko? Paano ako napunta dito? At bakit siya napunta dito kasama ko?
Mabilis pa rin ang tibok ng puso ko. Pakiramdam ko nanggaling ako sa napakasamang bangungot. This is somehow what I felt when I'm having nightmares when I had an accident with kuya Kris before. Nighmares that I wanna forget. Iyong tipong parang nasa hukay na ang isang paa ko at nagbabasakali na magising dahil hirap na ako.
Could this be? Shit.
Napatigil ako at humugot ng malalim na hininga. Inabutan niya ako ng isang basong tubig at tinulungan akong itapat sa bibig ko para makainom. Umupo siya sa kama ko, paharap sa akin. He gently touched my face and swiped the sweat on it using his hands.
Naguguluhan ako. Wala na ang cast sa braso ko at wala akong kahit anong gasgas at sugat sa katawan ko. Saan napunta iyon? Wala na ang sobrang pagsakit ng katawan na naramdaman ko kani-kanina lang.
"Shit baby. Please tell me you're okay. Are you better now?" Hindi ako makapagsalita ng pabalik at para akong namamanghang nakatitig lang sa mukha niya.
"Baby please." He moved closer to me and held my face using both of his hands. I can feel him breathe. He kissed my forehead and then my nose and then my lips. He look like he really missed me.
"You scared me. Talk to me baby. Go on, talk to me." He's breathing harshly on my face . He looks so scared and I've never seen him look like this. He looks lost.
"Hu...hubby." I finally said. I can't beleive it. Totoo ba 'to? Teka nga. Ano bang nangyayari?
He sighed as if he is releived that I talked.
"God, baby. You fuckin' scared me." He put his arms around me and then embraced me. I can hear his heart beating so fast. I don't know what's happening but I actually feel better because he is here with me. My forever.
BINABASA MO ANG
Not A Bad Thing (Book One)
Fanfiction"Damn, I'm not even sure if I'll be in heaven after life but I'd find my escape out from hell just to find you." - Oh Sehun
