Bakudeku/Dekubaku Oneshots

Heartbroken

<Izuku POV>

"I've carried it all the time, even though you only did it once"

This happened to me 2 years after we graduated from UA.

It's mine and Shoto's 5th year anniversary that time after he asked me to be his boyfriend. We're not a perfect couple but we're happy.

We decided to live together in our own lot. The lot is our 4th year anniversary gift from Shoto's parents. Even though Endeavor was a bit hesitant at that time. We decided to just save some money for building our house.

Anyways going back.

We're doing fine ourselves and we're happy to the things we have accomplished to the house that me and Shoto slowly build with our current hero work.

Me and Shoto are pro heroes now, but we're still not in the top 10. We're not even in the top 100 just yet.

We both strive to become great heroes, to show the people that they are safe and they can depend on us when they needed us.

Even though we're both heroes, Shoto supported me despite his own hero work and managed to help me every step of the way. So, naturally I did the same for him.

Together we fought everything life throws at us. We made our way slowly to the top to become the greatest heroes ever and we're happy to the life we've created.

Shoto even promised me that one day he'll marry me after I become the number 1 hero and will still marry me even if I didn't get the spot. I was touched by his words back then.

He's not a perfect partner, that I admit. I mean, sometimes he's dense and sometimes not. I'm not a perfect person either, but we get along pretty well. We're not that strict to each other either and we're free to do what we want.

Shoto has a lot of ambitions and dreams in life, that I stayed always behind him to support him all through out. When he decided to retire from being a hero and become a bartender instead, I supported him and had me always by his side.

I'm happy whenever I see him happy, but those happiness are the ones going to kill me inside.

Everytime Shoto goes home after his shift at the bar, he always goes home late at night and everytime dayoff hits, his not always present in the house, because according to his reasoning, he said that he just want to spent some time with his colleagues back at the bar.

To be honest, I slowly felt that Shoto's slowly slipping away. But I always shrugged it off, because I always trusted Shoto. The only thing that I do is to be a good boyfriend, so that everytime he goes home after a long day at the bar, he'll only eat dinner and that's it.

However, one day he asked me if he could go to a friend's birthday party and naturally I said yes, even though I know that the girl that his friends at the bar keeps on pairing him with is there and they know that I exist.

I kept on crying in front of Shoto and explaining what his friends at the bar are trying to do, he only yelled at me and got angry saying that 'Izuku you're so sensitive! Their just joking!' and just left after that.

That night my anxiety was through the roof, because it's already 3 in the morning and he's still not back home.

I tried sending him a message asking for an update only to be left seen. I tried calling him multiple times, but it just kept ringing.