Beautiful Pain (An Andy Biersack Love Story) {1} [Completed]

Chapter 20: Sleepover

Chapter 20: Sleepover

Brielle's POV

*One Week Later*

"I've been thinking about something." Andy said as we sat on the couch watching a movie.

"What?" I asked, turning my head to look at him. 

"How do you think your parents would feel about coming to our Cincinnati show?" He asked.

"I think it's worth asking them." I shrugged. "I think they'd at least go to show support for you. I can call and ask tomorrow."

"Okay, my parents always come to our Ohio shows, so I was thinking they could also meet then. I can fly you out and we can have dinner before the show."

"I think that's a great idea, Andy."

"Awesome, I'll reach out to my parents and let them know." He smiled. "But for now, I'm going to spend as much time with my sexy girlfriend as possible." He smirked, pulling me onto his lap and kissing me.

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"I'm going to miss you so much." I said, hugging him tightly.

"I'm going to miss you too, so so much. It'll only be a month until I'm back in LA, and then a month until the Cincinnati show, and then I'll be home the following month. I feel like this tour is going to be much easier for you." He said.

"Maybe, the house will be so quiet and empty though."

"You'll get used to it." He smiled. "One day, the house won't be so quiet and you'll miss it." He said. My mind immediately started racing. Kids? He's talking about kids? "Hey!" He said, snapping me out of my spiral. 

"Sorry." I said, shaking out of my head.

"I'm starting to learn the look you have when you start spiraling. You have got to stop freaking out when I talk about our future. I've already explained what I see for our future. I was careful with my words. I said one day, not soon. Marriage and kids is far down the road, but I really want it to be down the road. I want to talk about the future with you, it gives me hope, especially when I'm about to leave you for three months. Please stop spiraling." He said, grabbing my hands.

"Okay." I said, nodding.

"Good." He smiled, leaning down and kissing me. "I love you Brielle."

"I love you too Andy. I'm going to miss you."

"I'm going to miss you too, see you in a month." He said, passionately kissing me. I kissed him back, not caring who saw us. We pulled apart and shared one last final hug. He pulled apart and headed towards security.

I drove home and walked inside. I sat on the couch and sighed. It was silent. Way too silent. I pulled out my phone and called Sienna.

"Hello?"

"Hi Sienna." I said.

"Hey Brielle, what's up?" She asked.

"I-I was wondering if you wanted to spend the night here tonight. T-That is, if you're not busy." I said nervously. I don't know why I felt nervous. Maybe because I was a grown woman asking her best friend for a sleepover? 

"Did Andy leave for tour today?"

"Y-Yeah. It's way too quiet." I said, shaking my head.

"I'll be right over." She said. I could hear the smile in her voice. I turned on the TV to try to combat the silence. I watched TV until Sienna came over. I heard her knock at the door and got up to go answer it.

"I've got snackssss!" She sang as she help up two full grocery bags. I smiled and stepped aside to let her in. She went to the living room and dumped the bags out on the coffee table. She had bought sodas, popcorn, chips, and about ten different types of candy.

"No wonder you took so long to get over here." I laughed. We decided on a movie and sat on the couch, watching it together.

"Andy started talking about kids today." I said softly as we searched for a second movie to watch.

"Really?" She asked, raising her eyebrows.

"Yeah. I complained that the house was going to be too quiet without him, and he said that one day it won't be quiet and I'll miss it."

"What did you say?" She asked, her attention fully on me.

"I did what I do best. I started to spiral. He's finally figured out that I make a face when I spiral. He lectured me that I need to stop spiraling when he talks about the future."

"Do you want kids?" She asked.

"I don't know." I shrugged. "I-I've always been unsure. I just can't stop thinking about how amazing of a dad Andy would be. Who am I to deprive him of that chance? When he talked to me last month about the future, he told me he saw a marriage and kids in our future together. I know it's something he wants. I-It's just a lot to think about."

"Well, don't freak out about something that isn't here yet." She laughed. We watched another movie and then ordered food to be delivered. We ate our dinner and switched to binge watching a TV show. 2 am rolled around and we were barely able to keep our eyes open.

"I think it's time for bed." I laughed, standing up. "We can clean up in the morning." I said, going to the front door and locking it. Sienna grabbed her overnight bag and followed me up the stairs. 

"See you in the morning." She said as she headed into her room. I walked into my bedroom and got changed into my pajamas. I brushed my teeth and pulled my hair into a bun. I climbed into bed and scrolled on my phone, dozing off. I was abruptly woken up by the phone dropping onto my face. I shook my head and plugged my phone into the charger, placing it on the nightstand. I rolled over and placed my hand on the empty spot next to me. I sighed and felt sleep take over.

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