Beautiful Pain (An Andy Biersack Love Story) {1} [Completed]

Chapter 92: Forever

Chapter 92: Forever

Andy's POV

*One Month Later*

"TOUCHDOWN!" I cheered, jumping off the couch and dancing around the room. I grabbed Madi's arm and made her fist pump the air. The Bengals game was on and I sit with Madi and watch every game. 

I'm wearing the jersey that I wore to the game where I met Brielle. I now consider it my lucky jersey so I wear it every game. Madi was wearing the onesie that Brielle bought when we were trying to get pregnant. 

"You'll grow to love this team, I promise." I said, kissing her forehead. I sat back on the couch and let my mind wander to the future. I imagined Madi growing a little older, sitting on the couch with me and watching the game. I imagined her cheering with me, the two of us going to watch Bengals game. I was so excited for my future with my baby girl. 

The game ended and we ended up winning, which caused me to celebrate again with Madi. I sat on the couch with her, letting my mind wander again. All I could think about was Brielle. How much I wished I would see her come down the stairs. How much I missed her smile. How much I missed her.

"Come on Madi," I said, picking her up and walking to the entry way. I grabbed my keys and walked out to the car. I strapped Madi into her car seat and then got into the driver's side. I started driving, letting the music from the radio fill the silence in the car.

I parked at the cemetery and got out. I grabbed Madi from her car seat and carried her to Brielle's grave. Her headstone had been placed while I was on tour and I hadn't gotten a chance to come out and see it. I found it and sat down on the grass, setting Madi down in front of me.

I stared at the granite headstone in front of me. I reached out and let me fingers trace over the words that were engraved. It was a double headstone, reading Biersack at the top. On the left side were Brielle's markings inside of a heart.

Brielle Marie
July 15, 1992-Dec. 28, 2024

My eyes fluttered over to the other side, which was my side. Since I had bought a double plot, I had created a double headstone so that I would be buried next to her and the headstone would just need a small adjustment.

Andrew Dennis
Dec. 26, 1990-

Connecting our names and dates were a pair of wedding bands. Below the wedding bands was a banner with our wedding date.

Married May 10, 2023.

Above our last name were a line of song lyrics.

"I'll be loving you forever".

I smiled, the lyric being from the song Forever by Kiss, which is the song we had our first dance to at our wedding. I pulled my phone from my pocket and looked up the song, letting it play. I closed my eyes and let memories of Brielle run through my head as I listened to the song. Once it hit the chorus, I started to cry.

This last tour had been so healing for my grief, singing those songs from our EP on stage every night. I hadn't thought much of Brielle while I was on tour except for when I was singing those songs. When I did think of her, I thought of happy memories. I was more focused on how much I missed Madi.

I hadn't even really struggled that much with missing Brielle while I was home. I had gotten pretty good at stuffing my grief down, focusing on being the best father I can be and spending as much time as I can with Madi. 

I felt sobs rock through my body as the grief I had spent months pushing down, finally came bubbling to the surface.

"Fuck," I cursed quietly, wiping my eyes. I reached out and placed my hand on the top of the headstone. "I miss you so much Brielle," I said as I sniffled. "I'll be loving you forever, Brielle."

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Small inspiration of what the headstone looks like above

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