Beautiful Pain (An Andy Biersack Love Story) {1} [Completed]

Chapter 42: Fragile

Chapter 42: Fragile

Brielle's POV

*One Month Later*

I laid on the bed and struck a sexy pose as I heard the front door open and close.

"Brielle! I'm home!" Andy called.

"Up here!" I yelled out. I heard footsteps on the stairs and my heart started to race.

"Woah." Andy said as he walked into the room, his eyes scanning the room and then landed on me, an odd look crossing his face. It was almost like he was confused, conflicted. I had lit candles and placed them around to room to create a romantic mood. I had bought fake rose petals and had scattered them on the bed and floor. I was wearing sexy lingerie, and was committed to seducing Andy. We hadn't slept together since before I was sick, and I was starting to get frustrated.

"Hey sexy." I smirked, twirling a strand of hair around my finger.

"Hi." He said with a raised eyebrow as he took off his jacket and hung it up.

"Come here." I said, patting the empty space on the bed.

"What's all this about?" He asked.

"Is it so wrong to plan a sexy surprise for my fiancé?" I asked, running my hand from my thigh to my hip.

"I'm sorry Bri, I'm just not in the mood." He said, shaking his head. I groaned and sat up. "What?" He asked.

"You haven't been in the mood for 3 months now, Andy. Do you not think I'm attractive anymore? Do you not love me anymore?" I asked, tears filling my eyes.

"Brielle, baby, no. Of course not. I love you and I am so attracted to you." He said, sitting next to me on the bed and grabbing my hands in his.

"Then what is it? Why don't you want to sleep with me anymore? I've been trying since I was cleared, and you keep turning me down." I asked, tears rolling down my face. He looked down at the comforter and chewed on his lip.

"You scared me, Brielle. Your sickness and surgery scared the hell out of me! I almost lost you. All because I accidentally got you pregnant. I am so scared, Brielle." He said, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Andy, I'm okay. I'm more than okay. It was a rare complication on my implant. It's not going to happen every time we have sex. You have been treating me like I'm fragile ever since my surgery. Like I'm going to break if you barely brush past me. I'm not going to break. I'm not fragile. I'm strong and I want to feel normal. I want you to stop being my caretaker and start being my lover again! I want to make love to my fiancé! Damnit Andy!" I shouted, ending my rant and looking at him, slightly out of breath.

All of a sudden he lunged forward and grabbed my face in his hands, passionately kissing me. He pushed me backwards, climbing on top of me. I smiled into the kiss as I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and lifted it over his head.

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I pulled the covers over me and smiled, nothing but pure bliss coursing through my mind. Andy draped his arm over my torso and pulled me close to him. I finally felt normal, like a human, like a woman. It felt like our first time all over again.

"I'm sorry." Andy said, kissing my temple. "I'm sorry for making you feel like that. That was never my intention, I was paralyzed by fear."

"You don't have to be scared Andy, I'm okay." I said, placing my hand on his cheek and kissing him.

"I know that now." He said, nodding. "I love you."

"I love you too." I smiled, kissing him again.

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Short chapter, sorry! More of a filler and an end to her surgery and recovery plot!

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