Beautiful Pain (An Andy Biersack Love Story) {1} [Completed]

Chapter 60: Patience

Chapter 60: Patience

Brielle's POV

*One Month Later*

"Fuck this!" I exclaimed, launching the negative test into the trash. I walked out to the bedroom where Andy was laying in the bed. "I'm done. I give up. We're just not meant to be parents." I rambled, flopping face first into the bed.

"I thought we agreed we would stop actively trying. I thought that meant you would also stop disappointing yourself with constant tests."

"I just want a baby so bad!" I complained, turning onto my back. "Ever since we decided to start trying, I've felt this overwhelming need to become a mother. Every month that passes, I want it more and more. Every time I see you with Lennon, my body aches. I want to see you become a dad so bad. I am so in love with you and I want to grow our family, I want someone to share our love with." I confessed, tears rolling down my face. Andy moved so he was laying next to me and pulled my body close to his. He placed his hand on my cheek and turned my head so I was looking at him.

"I want it too, so bad. I've wanted you to be the mother of my children since I fell in love with you. But, I don't want it to the point that it's a detriment to our mental health. You said there's no reason for medical concern until we've tried for a year. That is still four months away. We're doing literally everything we can. Be patient. Promise me you won't take another test until you have something real to go off of. A symptom, something."

"Fine." I sighed, wiping a tear off of my cheek.

"It's not the end of the world, I promise." He said, kissing my cheek. "We'll have a baby when the time is right, when we're meant to be. If we have to go see doctors to get it done, then we will."

"Okay." I said, nodding.

"I love you so much Brielle and I know you are going to be an absolutely amazing mother." He said, rubbing my hip.

"I love you too Andy. You're going to be a fantastic father. Your kind, caring, sweet, and so protective of those you love."

"Thank you." He smiled. "We go on our next US tour in June, do you want to come?"

"Of course." I said.

"I love this new Brielle, coming on tour with me. I don't have to miss you while I'm on tour."

"Doesn't absence make the heart grow fonder?" I asked seductively, brushing my hand over his crotch.

"It does." He agreed with a chuckle. "But when you're on tour with me, I don't have to wait." He said, climbing on top of me and kissing my neck.

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