"Louis?" I ask him when we are dressed again.
"Yes?"
"What are we?"
"How do you mean that?"
"Are we friends? Are we more that friends? A couple? Maybe?" I ask insecure about his reaction.
"I would say... we are friends with benefits."
I swallow.
Friends with benefits?
I had expected anything but not that.
I have just had the best sex I have ever had in my life with the boy I love the most and I thought he loved me too and now he has the balls to call us friends with benefits?!
"Friends with benefits?" I shout "Didn't you find anything better?! I thought you loved me!"
He puts his hand on my back.
"I don't want a relationship. You should've known that by now. I think friends with benefits is a good deal. I love you, Diana, no doubts but I don't want a relationship."
Holy shit! "You don't want a relationship but you're ready to have sex with me?! That's stupid, Louis, you're such an asshole!" I scream with anger in my eyes but Louis is calm.
"That's normal. Friends with benefits is a good way to describe our relationship, trust me."
It is over for me. I cannot help but go on yelling at him.
"You know what, Louis?! I can easily have sex without you! I did have sex, actually! Without you!"
Louis looks stunned and I like this expression in his face.
"Yes, Louis! I had sex when I was in Ireland! Without you! It was good, actually!"
With these words I leave his house, angry as fuck.
I immediately regret what I said and I run away.
Faster than I have ever been.
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Desperation.
FanfictionI had good marks,great friends, a lovely home, nice hobbies... I had an almost perfect life. Except one point. The guy I fell in love with. My mum always told me not to fall in love - cause when something falls... it breaks. Now I know what she mean...
