Desperation.

Chapter 35

"Hey love" he says shily and smiles.

Oh gosh, I love his smile! He looks so cute! He shakes his brown hair and his green-blue eyes look sad.

"Louis" I breathe and he comes to my bed without looking at me.

He takes my hand and sits down.

He doesn't say anything, he just holds my hand and looks down.

"What are you doing here?" I ask to break the silence and look at him.

"I missed you. I need you. I honestly can't live without you. And Rose told me what happened so I worried about you..."

Oh. That's so cute! But did he forget what he told me? And what I told him? Did he forget that he said he was not my boyfriend? Did he forgot about the note I 'stole' and the girl he met? Oh shit. It wasn't a girl. It was... Jason.

"Louis?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Of course"

"You had met Jason before you came to my birthday, hadn't you?"

"Who told you that I met him?"

Great. Instead of telling me the answer he starts asking me questions.

"Jason."

"Jason?!" he shouts shocked.

"Yes, Jason. I met him at the Sandall Park."

"What the hell did you do at the Sandall Park?!"

I want to say that it's none of his business but I don't want to fight again so I just say "I walked Nelly."

"Don't meet Jason again." He says strictly and I see that it's difficult for him to keep calm.

"That's my decision."

"Trust me"

"How could I?"

"I love you"

Okay. That's a really good reason. But is that the truth?

"What's so bad about him?" I ask.

"Nothing. I just don't want you to be with him."

I don't believe any word that he said.

Louis changes the topic.

"So why are you here now?"

"Um... I don't know... I was unconscious and someone choked me."

"Who was with you?" he asks.

"Jason."

"JASON?!"

He pulls his hand away from mine.

"Calm down, Louis" I say and grab my glass because my neck starts hurting again. I drink and then I try to calm down Louis.

"Louis! We just walked through the park and we talked about our hobbies! Nothing special! I can meet whoever I want to."

I think he's jealous and he doesn't want me to meet other boys... but after this day I don't want to meet Jason again. That's for sure.

"Are you sure? There hasn't been anything else you did?"

Should I tell him about the police and the bush?

Maybe he knows why Jason was afraid of the police and he can guess what happened...

"Um... we saw the police... and then he pulled me behind a bush. I don't know why he didn't want the police to see us... that was a bit strange... And after that I can't remember anything" I sigh and Louis looks even more shocked than before.

"Did Jason choke you?" he hisses.

"I don't know that!" I say desperately "And I don't know him! I don't know if he would do that! I don't know anything, Louis! I told you everything I remember."

Louis nods and closes his eyes for a moment.

"When do you come home?" he whispers after a little while.

"Probably tomorrow."

"You're gonna sleep at my house."

He makes decisions without asking me and normally I'd hate that but today I am glad that he offers me sleeping at his house and that he isn't angry about the note anymore.