I cannot stop thinking about Bella's excuse...
Somehow I feel sorry for her because she has no one to talk to but it is all her fault...
Maybe I should concentrate on Liam's and Victoria's anniversary... there are too many things I do not want to think about...
When Nelly and I arrive at home I call Liam. Asking him about the anniversary will be a good distraction.
"Hey Liam!" I say as he answers the phone.
"Diana?"
"Yes, it's me!" I try to hide my sadness and speak a bit loudlier.
"Ohh, hey Diana! Is everything okay?"
Oh no... I hoped he would not ask this question...
I do not want him to know about the mess in my head so my only possibility is to pretend I was fine.
"Yes, yes" I reply quickly "Everything's alright!"
Liam seems to be satisfied with my lie.
"Well... why are you calling?"
"I just wanna ask you something about your anniversary!"
"Go ahead!" I hear the excitement in his voice. I wish I could have a relationship like them... One year. One whole year.
"How many people did you invite?"
"Well... I think about... umm... 200"
"Wow! 200 guests!"
"Yes... my friends, Vic's friends and well, many other people from our school and her school."
"Okay."
"Sorry Diana but I have to hang up now. See you tomorrow!"
"Bye." I mumble and push the red button on my phone.
Liam has such a great relationship... I do not know his girlfriend but he seems to be endlessly happy with her.
In a few days I will see his girlfriend. And many other people... Although I would rather be alone at the moment I am looking forward to their anniversary.
"Diaaaanaaaa!" That is my father's voice. What does he want from me?!
"C'mon, Diana! Grandma and Grandad are coming soon. Get ready!"
"Why?!"
"We're gonna go to a restaurant now. Grandad has already booked a table. It is a very good restaurant so do not dress too casual!"
I groan. Why did nobody tell me about that?!
Fifteen minutes later I am finished with getting dressed and I take out my mobile phone to reread the message from Louis...
I thought you were the right one
I loved you so much
so endlessly
You stole my heart
the way you kissed me
you stole my heart
the way you moved
you stole my heart
But the only thing you did
Was breaking it
The worst feeling I have ever had in my life... forbidden love...
I am glad that no one can see the tears in my eyes.
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Desperation.
FanficI had good marks,great friends, a lovely home, nice hobbies... I had an almost perfect life. Except one point. The guy I fell in love with. My mum always told me not to fall in love - cause when something falls... it breaks. Now I know what she mean...
