"We have no more joints" Josh admits and we go inside.
Well, I try to go inside but I bet I look like an elephant with three legs while I am walking.
Fuck.
"Dye?" Amy says and looks confused.
She is talking to me, I guess.
"Wassap" I mumble and hope she understands me.
"You're drunk!" She and Enrico take my hands and try to bring me to anyone's bedroom.
"I don't... wanna sleep right now" I know that I am drunk but I just wanna have fun!
"Diana! Wanna dance with me?" somebody asks and I nod.
Whatever they want me to do- I want to stay.
A boy puts his hands on my hips and I lean myself against his chest.
He is big and his chest is warm.
The song 'addicted to you' is played and I close my eyes while I am dancing with a boy who is probably Will or Carlos.
Nice.
"Turn the music on!" I hear Skyler shout. He must be as drunk as me.
"It is on, Sky!" Daisy babbles and I grin.
My whole class is crazy.
But where are Liam and Victoria?
I turn around and see Will standing in front of me.
He must be the only one who is not drunk!
After the next song started I go to the kitchen to find Liam.
Jesus, it is so difficult to walk straight when you are drunk!
"Leeeeeyuuuum!" I shout and it is even hard to pronounce it right and to find the right words.
Being drunk has advantages and disadvantages.
One positive point is that I can do emarrassing things and the others just say "It's because of the alcohol."
Furthermore I can forget about Louis and everything else I would normally worry about.
But on the other hand it is really difficult to speak and move.
Luckily I am not the only one who is drunk tonight.
"LIAM AND VICTORIA!" Julia shouts.
Oh my god. My embarrassing sister.
One of the few people who are very emarrassing without drinking alcohol.
Julia, Sara and Mary run through the whole house to find them and I go with them.
It is very quiet upstairs.
"Mary!" a small blonde girl comes out of a room and somehow I know her...
"What'cha doin' here?" she questions and Mary answers that we are searching for Liam and Victoria.
"Why?"
"Because it's their party!"
"Victoria is here"
The girl opens the door when I realise why I know her.
Georgia.
Georgia Brooks.
Mary's sister.
Josh's ex-girlfriend.
We go into the room and the first person I see is Victoria.
And then I see Louis.
And Jason.
What the hell are they all doing here?
"Where's Liam?" I ask and try to sound normal.
"You're drunk, Diana." Louis notices.
I shake my head and make some steps backward hoping that they will not ask anythig else.
"Stay with me Diana!" Louis shouts "Waiiit!"
I hurry up to get out of here but Louis is faster. He grabs my arm and I cannot run away.
"Whatdoyouwantfromme?" I mumble.
"Stay with me, love. Don't go away. Don't let me go. I fucking fell in love with you! Tell me what is wrong with you! Or with us!"
I shake my head again. Everyone in this room can hear him. Why does he do that?
"Lemmego" I babble and Louis does. Lucky me.
I go to the next room and knock on the door.
"Come in!" someone says - he sounds like Liam- and I open the door.
It is Liam.
"Where have you been?" I ask.
"In my room. With some friends. How are the others?"
"Fine" I answer honestly "Fine and completely drunk."
Liam laughs and I go back to the living room.
It is strange that here is a big party and the main people who organised the party are upstairs doing something else.
"Dye" Enrico smiles when he sees me and pulls me to a quiet corner.
The words which will come out of his mouth in a few seconds are more shocking than anything else.
"Did you know that..."

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Desperation.
FanfictionI had good marks,great friends, a lovely home, nice hobbies... I had an almost perfect life. Except one point. The guy I fell in love with. My mum always told me not to fall in love - cause when something falls... it breaks. Now I know what she mean...