Desperation.

Chapter 77

The music is really loud and when I come in the house is already crowded. There is my class, James' class and many other students from the Irish school.

Everyone seems to be in a good mood, they are dancing and singing and Alana hands me a drink.

"Thanks!" I say and take a sip of the cold red drink which tastes like cranberry juice and peach juice with vodka or any other alcohol. I think it is a cocktail called sex on the beach.

Rose hugs me and tells me that she liked my hair colour.

"Do you know these people?" I whisper and look around the hall. There are so many unknown faces...

"No, I don't all of them but the students from our class and our exchange students."

"Okay" I say and Rose wants to know whether James became a bit nicer.

"Not really..." I answer honestly "I thought he was different... He looked so cute and while we were texting he seemed to be really nice! But he's a fucking asshole!"

"Oh no! That's fucked up!"

I nod and ask Rose to show me the living room again. I still do not find it in this big house.

Enrico sitting on the sofa reminds me of the last party at Liam's house.

He smiles when he sees me and I smile back at him.

"Hey Rico!"

"Hello Diana!"

I think about asking him to dance with me again but Rose pulls me outside and the swimming pool is full of people.

"You wanna swim with us?" someone screams and I nod unsure "Um... yea... maybe"

"Do you wanna have a bikini?" Rose offers and after I changed I go into the swimming pool and the boy who asked me to swim with them hands me another cocktail.

It is cold and delicious, probably piña colada, and I really enjoy being here!

After two or three drinks we can watch the sunset.

It is so beautiful!

"Diana!" I hear a voice and turn around.

It is Alana.

"Do you wanna play truth or dare with shots?"

Actually, I think that this is a game for younger kids but if they want to play it I will not say no because lying in this pool gets a bit boring.

"Okay!" I answer and follow Alana into the house. I still wear my bikini but I am not the only one so I do not care.

"Diana!" Niall shouts when he sees me and I smile.

"It's your turn, Liam!" Rose says and looks at him.

"Truth"

"Have you ever had sex with anyone else during your relationship with Victoria?"

Oh my god. That reminds me on Victor and I immediately look at Bella who sits next to Enrico. She looks at the floor when Liam answers "No. I love Vic more than anything and I would never do that."

Rose nods and Liam points to me. Shit.

"Dare" I reply and Liam laughs.

"I dare you to sing 'Scream and shout' for one minute"

"Didn't you find anything better?!" I roll my eyes on him because he knows that I am the worst singer ever.

Niall is just laughing and I am glad when I am finished.