Desperation.

Chapter 17

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Leanne takes my hand.

I feel the tears streaming down my face and I can't move.

The video shows... Victor.

Victor and another person.

Victor cheated on me.

And it wasn't just a kiss.

He had sex with someone else.

And this person wasn't any person I don't know or I hate.

No.

It was one of my best friends.

Victor had sex with Bella.

And they didn't tell me about that.

Bella sent the video to Leanne. Why not to me?

Why the fuck can't anyone be honest?

JUST ONE FUCKING TIME!

Why?

If he had told me that he loved Bella I would not be as sad as I'm now. If he had told me that he fell in love with her I could have been prepared for breaking up with him.

And that's what I have to do now.

I have to break up with him.

But I still can't move.

"Leanne?" I whisper "Help me."

She doesn't say or ask anything, she just hugs me and holds me.

"I think you don't want to see Victor now, do you?"

"You're right. I want to search for Louis. I hoped that I wouldn't see him tonight but I miss him and I need him."

"Go upstairs. He's in his room."

"Thank you" I mumble and Leanne smiles "No problem. See you later."

She walks out of the bathroom and I go upstairs.

I open the door to Louis' room and he lays on his bed.

"Louis?" I whisper.

He doesn't turn around or stand up.

"Louis?" I ask a bit loudlier.

"No" he mumbles "Get the fuck off!"

These words hurt me.

"I don't want to see you or Victor or anyone else!"

Does he think that I danced with Victor and we kissed and whatever?!

I hate Victor, he cheated on me!

And I thought he would be a better boyfriend than Louis...

I was wrong.

Somehow I know that Louis isn't the best person on the world.

His appearance may be perfect - but his character isn't.

Although I've only seen him for a few times I know that.

He seems to be sad or angry but it's hard to define.