Desperation.

Chapter 16

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*1 day later*

Rose stands in my room and tries different dresses. Luckily she's almost as tall as I am so she can wear my clothes. Rose claims that her clothes aren't good enough for Zayn or the party.

I think that Zayn loves her the way she is and he doesn't care about her style.

"What do you think about this T-Shirt?" she asks and looks at herself in the mirror "I mean... I could try a different style! Not always dresses and high heels and blue hair. Maybe I could wear a top, a pair of skinny jeans and Chucks?"

"And what about your hair?"

"It's too blue. Maybe I could dye it... Do you want to go to the hairdresser with me?"

"No" I shake my head "we can dye your hair in my bathroom. I have different colours. What about pink?"

She is insecure "I think my hair is too dark to dye it pink. Do you have black?"

"I don't have black but my sister has many colours, too. Juuuliaaa?" I shout.

No answer.

"Juuuliiiaaa?"

"Yea?"

"Rose wants to dye her hair black."

"I have this colour but I think it takes a really long time to dye it. You won't make it on time to your party."

"Oh shit!" Rose swears.

"But if you wanna look different you can curl your hair" I suggest.

Rose likes that idea and she's ready a few minutes later.

"How do I look?" she asks and I answer "You look fantastic, Rose!"

She smiles and I think about what I could wear today. Should I pick up Victor on the way to the party?

I don't want to hurt Louis but I don't want to hurt Victor either.

Yea, I kissed Louis.

Yea, I cheated on Victor.

Yea, I enjoyed it.

Yea, I don't regret it.

Yea, I have feelings for both of them.

But no, I'm not going to tell that Victor.

I don't want to lose him.

I think he's my destiny.

I came in like a wreeeckiiiing baaaalllll I never hit sooo haaard in looooveee

Oh, that's my mobile phone.

"Victor?" I ask immediately.

"Hello, ma chérie. I just wanted to say that I'll come to the party later. I'm busy with work and I won't be ready at 6 o'clock. See you there."

"Okay. I love you" I say and hang up.

Problem solved.

So there's just one problem left.

Should I wear a dress or a pair of jeans or a skirt or whatever?

Luckily Rose is a very creative person and she hands me a white top and a short black T-Shirt with a skull and a pair of black jeans.