Desperation.

Chapter 45

"Where's my brother?" Sara asks when I come back.

"He's out with a blonde girl... I think her name was Georgia or something like that."

When Sara hears this name she's shocked.

"Georgia?! Georgia... um... Georgia... Brooks! Exactly! She was the first girl who broke his heart... They haven't been seeing each other for ages!" she says.

The imagination of Josh and Georgia being in love is strange... the small blonde girl is so inconspicuous and I can't imagine her breaking his heart...

"I hope she won't do it again!" Sara really cares about her brother and it's obvious that she doesn't want him to be hurt again.

"I think Josh is old enough to know who's good for him and who isn't" Harry smiles and I agree.

When Josh is back we all want to know what she told him.

"Was it Georgia Brooks?" Sara asks and Josh nods.

"What did she say?"

"She wanted to know... um... well, she asked me if I still loved her."

"What the fuck?!" Harry says "Why does she want to know that now? She hasn't been talking to you for about two years and now she comes to Diana's house and wants to be with you again?! You two broke up, bro, don't forget that!"

Josh rolls his eyes. "I know, Harry. And I don't love Georgia anymore. She's nice, well, she can be nice, but I won't fall in love with her again."

Harry seems to be satisfied but I am still confused about the situation. Why now? Why here? Why Josh? He can't be the only boyfriend she has ever had!

"Georgia is a bit strange" he tells me "everyone who sees her for the first time thinks that she's a cute, little, shy girl. But she's the exact opposite! As soon as she gets comfortable with someone she's a completely different person. It's not easy to explain but you never know what she's gonna do next. She's unpredictable. She changes her mood every minute. She's a difficult person and nobody understands her. She can be the little, cute girl she pretends to be but you never know that. She does what she wants to do and nobody is able to stop her."

"She's Mary's older sister. Mary is one of my best friends at school" Sara explains.

If that's true, Georgia is a female Louis!

He also changes his mood within minutes.

Nobody understands him, either.

They both are unpredictable.

But I know: If something terrible happened I can count on Louis.

Now.

I sigh and think about Leanne.

Who is able to kill her?!

She was a beautiful girl and everyone seemed to like her.

"Come to me, honey" Louis says and I notice that he hasn't been talking for a while...

I sit down next to him and lean my head against his shoulder.

Louis takes my hand and puts it on his tigh.

"I miss Leanne" I whisper and Harry looks into my eyes.

"Me too" he sighs and I can see some tears in his green eyes.

"She won't come back. Never." Sara whispers and bursts into tears.

"Oh no, Sara, don't cry" Josh sighs and hugs his sister.

"But Leanne... She was my friend. I really liked her... and she was your best friend's girlfriend!"

"I know, Sara, I know... I think we should go now."

He looks at me and I nod. I need to be alone.

I can't stand seeing everyone crying because of Leanne.

The only one I want to stay is Louis.