Desperation.

Chapter 7

When I arrive at home I think about calling Victor.
Maybe he is still in the city and he has no time? Or he does not want me to call him? Or he changed his mind and does not like me anymore? Or he found a girl who is prettier than me? Or skinnier? Or older?
Damn! I have to forget about my concerns!
Without going on thinking I enter his number and call him.
"Allô?" That is Victor's voice. What should I say? "Umm... hey Victor. This is Diana." - "Hey love." He's so cute! "How are you?" I ask. "I'm fine. Why are you calling me?" - "I wanted to hear your voice." Oh no! I did not mean to say that but... I know it is the truth.
"You're so cute, Diana. I would love to see you again." - "Me too. When do you have time?" - "What about tomorrow?" Aww... his voice is so... cute and deep and French. "Great idea!" I answer happily "Do you want to come to my house?" - "Yes. If you want me to." He does not seem to be convinced so I suggest "I can come to your house if you like that idea better." - "Yeah, I do." He says and tells me his address. "I'm at home all day. You can come when you want to." - "Okay. See you tomorrow." I say and hang up. Oh my god! I am going to see Victor tomorrow!
While I was thinking about Victor I did not notice my mother who is standing in my room now. "Diana? Can you walk the dog, please? I have no time at the moment." I nod and she disappears into the kitchen.
"Come on" I say to Nelly and she runs through the door. I feel a bit guilty because I did not buy anything for Nelly but maybe I can do that now. We walk through our street and after 5 minutes we get to the supermarket.
Nelly has to wait outside because dogs are not allowed to be in the supermarket but Nelly is used to that. I find some dog treats which look delicious (for dogs of course) and I buy them.
Nelly seems to like them very much so I go with her to the park and try to teach her some feats.
"C'mon Nelly c'mon! Jump again!"
She's great!
Nelly and I run through the whole park and we are very tired when we come back. I go to bed early and I fall asleep quickly.

"Diana"  he whispers. "You're so beautiful, baby." We're laying on my bed and he plays with my hair. I love when he does that. I look at him.
Everything about him is perfect.
His lips. I want to kiss them.
His eyes. So green and blue.
His nose. So pretty.
His hair. So brown.
His smile. So lovely.
I'll never let him go.
I love him till the end of days.
"What are you thinking about?" he asks.
"I thought about you. You are so perfect. I love you so much." I whisper.
He smiles and I kiss him.
He kisses me back. I love him so endlessly and his lips feel so good on mine.
I love the way he kisses me.
I love the way he looks at me.
I love the way he touches me.
I love everything about him.

When I wake up I do not know where I am. I turn the light on and realise that I am in my room.
Then I remember my dream.
What was that?! Maybe I had this dream because I fell in love with Victor?! But... he has no blue and green eyes... Damn!
It was just a dream. I tell myself and try to calm down.
But it felt so good... My subconscious reminds me.
It was just a dream! Of course! Just a dream.
I stand up and go downstairs. The breakfast is already prepared and Sam and Julia sit on their chairs. "Good morning" I say and sit down "How are you?" - "I'm fine" Sam says and Julia does not answer.
After I finished eating I go back to my room and search for my clothes. I take a shower and put on my new jeans and a pullover.
Before I make my way to school I send Victor a text message.

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From: Diana
To: Victor
Hey Victor
Good morning
I look forward to seeing you today.
Diana xx
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I receive a reply very fast.

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From: Victor
To: Diana
Hey love
me 2
have fun @ school
CUl8er
V xx
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He is so cute!
On my way to school I try to imagine Victor's home.
Does he have a flat? Or a house?  Does he live with his parents? Or alone?  Is his house modern? Or old-fashioned?
I'll find out more later.