Desperation.

Chapter 34

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The water is cold and after I drank the whole glass my neck hurts less.

Okay, it doesn't really hurt less but it's not as dry as earlier anymore.

"What's your name?" the doctor asks and I answer "Diana Collins."

"Okay. Is there anybody who could take you home tomorrow? We still have to do some investigations and then we can give you the right medicine but you probably just need a tea for your neck. Nothing heavy."

"Okay" I sigh "My mother or father can take me home. I think you could know my father. He also works here. His name is John Collins". The water made my neck hurt less but it's still dry and I hope I'll get better soon... And I hope I can remember what really happened!

"He is your father? Of course I know him! I'll call him now and if you need anything you can push this button!" the doctor tells me and points to a yellow button next to my bed before he walks out of the room.

I'm glad to have a room for myself without any other patients so I can think about everything.

I close my eyes and try to remember our situation.

*flashback*

"Diane! Are you listening to me?"

"Diana" I say "Not Diane."

"Sorry."

"No Problem. What did you say? Sorry but I didn't listen..."

"No Problem. I just told you that I know Louis from School and we were best friends until this Zayn moved to Doncaster."

Then I see the police and Jason pulls me behind a bush...

*end of the flashback*

Shit! I need to remember what happened behind this bush! Did Jason leave me alone so somebody came to me and choked me?

But why?

That doesn't make sense...

But would Jason really hurt me?

I don't know him and I can't judge him but... My feeling says that Louis would never hurt me and while I'm thinking about Jason I don't get this feeling... So maybe he would do that... but I'm not sure... it's just a feeling.

If I only could remember!

My mobile phone interrupts my thoughts. It's Rose.

"Hey, Diana! Where are you? I've been at your house and your father said that you were at the hospital? What happened? Are you okay? Is everything alright? What happened?" she says excitedly.

"Don't worry, honey!" I try to calm her but my voice sounds strange.

"I can't remember what happened. Can you come to the hospital?"

She sighs "I'd love to come but I don't think that's a good idea... Someone else is on his way to visit you" she says and hangs up.

Who does she mean?

I hope Jason isn't going to come... maybe Sam and Dad and Mum and Julia? Or Leanne? Or Sara?

Or maybe Victor and Bella!

For one moment I think about forgiving her... Bella was one of my best friends and I miss her... but I can't forget what she did... just because she was jealous cause she was the only one of us four who didn't have a boyfriend.

No! I don't want her to visit me now! But despite the fact that I don't want that she would probably never think about visiting me and she doesn't know that I'm here...

knock knock

"Who's there?" I ask with that strange raspy voice and when I see who opens the door and looks at me with red eyes with tears in it I forget how to breathe for a moment.