Desperation.

Chapter 19

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Sorry that the last chapter is so short :(

I'll do my best to write a loooong chapter today♥

It's dedicated to Marie Belle:)

She's a very good friend and she reads "After" and my story at the moment♡

She's half German and half French and she's able to say that our friend is rude and polite in one sentence:DDD

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Rose and I must have been fallen asleep!

In the next morning we're still laying on our sofa.

Luckily it's only 9 am so we have enough time to take a shower and to dress up.

"Good morning, Diana. I don't have any clothes with me. Can I borrow yours?"

"Of course you can" I answer and after we both took a shower I open my wardrobe.

We decide to wear jeans and a t-shirt because a dress is too uncomfortable for an amusement park.

"Can I have these black jeans?" Rose asks and I nod "If you want to. I take these blue jeans with my favourite t-shirt."

"Can you lend me a blouse? I mean... I don't want to look too casual. For me it's always special to be with Zayn."

"Okay... I don't think that this is a good idea but if you want to wear a blouse you can wear one. Do you want a black or a white one? Or a blouse with stars or flowers?"

Rose laughs "You own a blouse with stars and flowers? I take the white one."

I hand her the blouse and she tries it on. It fits perfectly!

Now we have to wait for Zayn and Louis.

"I'm so excited, Rose!" I admit "I hope Louis will come with us. Imagine that he doesn't want to see me... I hurt him. He almost told me that he fell in love with me and I was in a relationship with... Victor."

I hate mentioning his name.

"Don't worry about Louis" Rose tries to calm me down. "Be cool, keep calm and act like he was a normal boy."

"You know he isn't." I say annoyed.

"I do but if you act like he was a stranger he'll get interested in you. If he isn't already interested. But I think he is. You told me that he almost fell in love with you..."

Rose is interrupted by the door bell.

We go downstairs and I open the door.

Zayn stands in front of me. With Louis.

Oh my god! Louis has a black eye and his cheeck is red. His lip is bloody and he seems to be tired.

I wish I could ask him what happened but I'm not brave enough and I'm afraid he could ignore me.

It feels like my body is burning and I'm very happy to see him although he's angry about me for no clear reason and he probably fought with anyone a few minutes ago.

But who was that anyone?

"Hello" I say shily and Zayn pulls Rose into a hug and kisses her.

Louis stands there and looks on the floor.

What could I do now?

Hug him. Kiss him.

My heart says.