Dear Harry
in the night I stay awake
I cannot sleep because of you
Maybe it's the way you look at me
Or it is the way you smile
You're my hero
Harry why?
You stole my heart the way you kissed me
You stole my heart the way you move
You stole my heart and I know I want to be with you
You're perfect just the way you are
There's nobody who could ever reach your perfection
Whenever I feel sad, you're there for me
You always give me the feeling that I am important to you
You help me to stay strong, you always tell me not to give up
You show me how to love myself and how to accept every part of me
I will never let you go- please don't let me go, either
I don't know how I could live without you and you can't imagine what you mean to me.
I love you, Harry, I love you more that anything.
Holy shit! That letter is so cute and sad at once!
These were probably the last words Leanne had written down before she died...
"Leanne" I whisper.
"Oh Leanne..."
It feels like someone tore my heart into many little pieces... Bella...Victor...Leanne...Louis...
I stand up and try not to cry but it is difficult when I remember the great time we had together...
I leave the cemetery and go back to the restaurant.
Hopefully, my parents and grandparents are still there.
Their plates are empty and my father orders another beer when I come in.
"Hey darling!" my mother says and I sit down.
"Hello"
After I drank a water we go back and I am glad when we are alone. My grandparents are nice but I'm in a very bad mood today...
Twenty minutes later I am ready to sleep so I lay down but there are too many thoughts in my head to fall asleep.
It takes two hours until I fall asleep and I do not have any dreams tonight.
...
In the next morning I wake up very early and search for Nelly's dog leash.
"Neeeeelly!" I try to shout quietly so my siblings and my parents do not wake up.
But it is too late.
"Diana? Where are you going?" Sam asks.
Well, that's a pretty good question. I do not know... I do not have enough time to go to the Sandall Park so I just go through the streets which are not far away from our house.
My brother comes with us and it is a bit cold outside.
"Why do you go to Ireland?" Sam asks.
"Why?! Um... Because it's an exchange and our school organised that. I can't say no and I think it'll be fun!"
"But it's far away from Doncaster."
"I know"
"I'll miss you"
Oh no... Sam can be so cute! I smile and reply "I'll miss you too. But I won't be away for a long time."
"That's good." Sam grins "Are you gonna send me a post card?"
"Of course!"
"Cool" Sam smiles and we go back.
My mother has already prefered the breakfast and I eat a bread with jam.
After that I take a shower and think about my outfit for today...
I decide to wear my favourite pair of skinny jeans and a hoody. It's raining now and it's still cold.
There is one topic the whole class is talking about right now.
Liam's and Victoria's anniversary.
Everyone of us is invited and I'm really looking forward to the party.
"I'm gonna wear the black I bought at Harrold's!" Amy tells us.
"Nobody wants to know that!" Niall groans.
"Does anyone know Victoria?" Harry asks but the only one who raises his hand is Liam.
"That's gonna be a great party!" Catherine shouts and Amy agrees.
"Who else is invited, Liam?" Josh questions and Liam answers "Our whole class, your sister, Mary, Niall's girlfriend, some friends of my football team, Vic's friends, Diana's sister..."
"What?!" I interrupt him "My sister is invited?"
Liam nods "Yes, Julia and some of her friends.
"Oh. My. God." I sigh and laugh.
Why the hell is my sister invited to Liam's party?!
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Desperation.
FanfictionI had good marks,great friends, a lovely home, nice hobbies... I had an almost perfect life. Except one point. The guy I fell in love with. My mum always told me not to fall in love - cause when something falls... it breaks. Now I know what she mean...
