Desperation.

Chapter 46

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"How long have you been knowing Leanne?" Louis ask.

"Um... I think I know her since the day we started school. She was one of my best friends... Leanne, Bella, Rose and Diana. Best friends forever. Everything was bullshit! Bella stole Victor. He cheated on me. Leanne is dead. Rose and Diana- we are the only ones who are still friends." I sigh and think about the great time we had when we were younger.

*** FLASHBACK ***

"Dianaaa" Bella screams and runs towards me.

"Diana! Come with me! I have to show you something!" she says and I follow her into the forest until we get to a shed.

"What's that?" I whisper.

"This is our new secret hiding place! Come in!" She opens the door and I go into the shed.

I see a table with four small chairs and there's a lamp at the ceiling.

The four shelves are green, red, blue and yellow and there are some old books in the shelves. There's a small bed in the corner and it looks really comfortable.

"That's great!" I say and hug Bella. "Where are Rose and Leanne?"

"They are at Leanne's house and her mother promised us to make sandwiches and Leanne said she's gonna bring us coke and water and sweets!"

"Wow, great!" I smile and lay down on the bed. Bella goes to the shelf and takes out a small old book.

"Look at this book" she whispers.

And then she starts telling me a story.

"Imagine- Once upon a time when our great great great grandparents were children a girl lived in this shed. She was very poor and she didn't have anything to eat or drink but she was a very strong girl. She went down to the river near the forest every day to get water. Sometimes other compassionate people gave her bread and other food. She was very happy and played with her friends. They read books and swam through the river and climbed up to the top of the trees."

Bella opens the old book and looks at the pictures. "There's the little girl" she whispers and points to a photo with a family. There's a boy, a girl and their parents.

Next to the picture of the family is a photo of four old ladies.

"Look Bella!" I say "These women are we in the future! Leanne, Rose, you and me!"

Bella nods and smiles.

"Yes." she smiles "We four. Forever together."

*** END OF THE FLASHBACK ***

Forever together.

What a lie...

Louis voice pulls me out of my thoughts.

"Diana? Are you okay?" he asks and I realise that I'm crying but I nod. "Yes. Yes, I'm okay but I thought about the great time I had when I was younger. With Leanne." I do a short pause until I say the last words. "And... Bella."

Louis pulls me onto his lap and whispers "Don't think about Bella. There's a reason why she didn't make it to your future. She did something terrible. She did something which is unforgivable. You have to forget about her."

I sob. "Yea... maybe that's the best way to get through the whole shit. But what about Leanne? I can't forget about her. And I don't want to forget about her. She didn't do anything wrong. And I don't understand how anyone is able to do that to her."

Louis doesn't say anything. He's just holding me.

"I love you" I whisper.

"I love you, too" he breathes and we lay down on my bed.