5SOS Blurbs

Don't (Calum)

A/n~ this ones a little longer and it also contains smut so read at your own risk :)
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You sigh sadly as you scroll through your timeline. The only thing on it was the pictures of Luke and this new girlfriend of his. Luke was your ex boyfriend so naturally you have the right to be upset. Even though you were broken up, you still kept good contact with the boys. Your eyes sting a little. Of course self doubt came creeping in. He's dating this young, thin, model worthy girl. His happiness still means the world to you, but you wish you could make him happy enough. "Y/n don't" You hear someone say. You turn to see Calum. "Don't what?" You ask. "Don't you dare compare yourself to her" He whispers. You sigh. "As long as he's happy" You mumble mostly to yourself. "You made him happy too" He says, "but that doesn't mean she's better than you" He says. You hug him, knowing his hugs are the best. "You'll be okay" He whispers. You sigh and pull away. "That doesn't make me feel better Calum. He's still with her, and I'm just the one left behind." Calum tilts your face so you're staring into his beautiful eyes. "Don't let him get to you y/n. You're so special to so many people. You're too gorgeous to destroy yourself." He whispers.

Later that week, you get invited to this so called "social gathering" Ashton was having. The last ones to show up was Luke and her. You couldn't even say her name. He formally introduces her as his girlfriend, making it very official. You try your best to keep a straight face. "M gonna go get a drink" You mumble and head to the kitchen. You felt someone behind you. "You don't have to be a bitch about it" You hear Luke say. You scoff and leave the room. You sit between Calum and Michael as Luke comes back out. You distract yourself by talking to Calum and Michael.

As the night continues, Luke does obnoxious things to rub it in. You roll your eyes and watch as she leans in and whispers something in his ear. "She's just mad she doesn't have a boyfriend and I've already moved on" He says loud enough for you to hear. The conversation stops and all eyes are on you. "What makes you think I don't have a boyfriend?" You ask curiously. "Um I don't know maybe the fact that you've been throwing a tantrum all night because you're over there by yourself" He says. "That's funny, I actually happen to have a boyfriend" You say carelessly. He rolls his eyes. "Sure. Who is this mystery man?" He asks smirking. "Calum" You say smirking back. Calum looks a little shocked but plays it cool. You lace your fingers with his and cuddle into his side. Luke looks pissed off. "Prove it." Luke says. You pull Calum's shirt by the collar and kiss him. He doesn't kiss back right away and you were worried you've ruined everything. He kisses back and pulls away leaving an awkward silence. Luke gets up and stomps out of the room. After a few minutes of everyone just sitting there you get up to check on him. "Why'd you leave like that?" You ask. "Don't worry about it." He snaps. "No tell me." You push. "I couldn't stand looking at you kissing him. Is that what you wanted to hear?" He asks. You anger flares. "Oh so you're aloud to move on and I can't? That's so hypercritical. I deserve to be happy too!" You say defending yourself. It's the first time you've talked him since he left. "Don't you think I know that?! Dammit y/n I miss you! I wanna be the only and that's so selfish of me but I can't help it. You were mine first." He says. "You wanna be the only one so you leave? Newsflash Luke I'm not gonna be some girl on the side because you don't wanna be seen with me. If you didn't want me to move on you shouldn't have left. And I was never yours. You were too busy trying to get her attention so don't you dare come here and get mad and rub it in my face and act like it's all my fault! None of this was my fault. I didn't want any of this yet here we are." You say taking a breath after your rant. "Y/n I'm so so sorry." He whispers. "It's a little too late for that." You say walking back inside.

You take you seat next to Calum. Calum smiles and kisses the top of your head. "Are you okay?" He whispers and you nod. You start to fall asleep as the conversations continue. He pulls you into his lap. "Too heavy" You mumble. "You're never too heavy" He tells you. "I'm gonna take y/n home." You hear him say. He helps you stand up. "Of course you are. Use protection." Luke says acting childish. His statement puts you in a shitty mood and you lead Calum to his car. "Let's go home." You say.

A long car ride later you pull up to your apartment complex. "Let's get you inside and to bed" He says. "You're too good to me" You tell him. You change your clothes and Calum knocks on the door. "Can I come in?" He asks. "Yeah" You mumble laying back. He lays next to you copying your actions. A comfortable silence takes over. "Thanks for going along with it tonight. It was my problem and I shouldn't have dragged you into it" You say feeling guilty. Calum grabs your hand. "Hey, I'd do it again. And you didn't drag me into it. I went willingly remember?" He says smiling. "I want that" You mumble focusing on the ceiling again. "Want what?" He asks confused. "Someone to look at me the way he looks at her" You whisper. You feel him shift around. He props himself up on his elbow so he can see you. "Maybe someone does but you just can't see him" He says. You look at him confused. "I would notice" You say. "Then why do you never notice me?" He whispers. You sit up still looking at him. "What?" You ask not believing him. "Y/n I've liked, maybe even loved you this whole time. Even when you were dating him. It's always been you" He mumbles, blushing slightly. You gently touch his cheek. "Why didn't you say anything?" You whisper. "You had Luke and you were happy. I wasn't going to become between that" He admits. Your eyes flicker from his eyes to his lips. You slowly lean in and feel his lips touch yours. It was one of the best kisses ever, better than one earlier. His lips were so soft. "Calum" You whisper. "Wow. Um I mean sorry we shouldn't have done that" He says starting to panic. "Calum hey look at me. I want this. I want you" You tell him. "Wait you mean like..?" He starts. You nod. "Yes Calum. I want you" You say smiling. He leans in and kisses you. The kiss gets heated and he slowly opens his mouth a little bit. You take the opportunity to slide you tongue in. You fight for dominance but quickly give in. He pulls away and you open your eyes. "Are you sure you want to do this? You know, with me?" He asks blushing. "Cal of course I want to with you." You say fondly. You pull him back down and kiss him again. You slowly drag your hands down his torso and play with the end of his shirt. "This needs to go" You mumble. He helps you slip it over his head. "Alright your turn" He giggles. You watch him as he slips your shirt off. You realize how lucky you are to have Calum with you right now. He's so gentle and makes everything feel better. You realize you aren't nervous like you should be. He kisses you pulling your attention back to him. He starts leaving cute gentle kisses down your neck. You undo his belt and slip his pants down as far as you can reach. He stands up and struggles to get the skinny jeans off. You laugh quietly. "Think it's funny huh?" He asks smiling. You nod and he slips your shorts off. "God you're gorgeous" He whispers. He kisses the top of breast and slips his hands underneath you and unclasped your bra. "I don't know how I got so lucky" he mumbles, leaning down to kiss you. You feel him drag his hands down your body and plays with the hem of your panties. He slips a finger into you causing you to grip the sheets. He quickly added another finger and you were a moaning mess. "Calum" You moan. You dig your hand into his back as he speeds up his hand. "Calum I'm close" You whimper. He removes his hand and laces his fingers with yours. "Not without me babe" He says. He grabs a condom out of the bedside table. He fumbles trying to get it open. You tear it open for him. "Cal don't be nervous. If you don't want to we won't" You whisper. "No! No, I want to. I just want it to be good" He blushes. "It'll be perfect" You reassure him. He slid it on and kisses you again. "Are you really sure?" He asks again. "Calum Thomas Hood if you ask me one more time" You warn. He giggles into your neck, leaving a kiss after. He slowly slid himself into you inch by inch. "Are you okay?" He asks. You bite your lip nodding. "Move" You tell him tangling your hands in his hair. He starts to thrust his hips a little faster causing you to moan. "Shit Calum" You moan. He continues his fast pace. His groans were so sexy. "Damn y/n you're so tight" He pants. You moan feeling that familiar sensation. You warm him that you aren't going to last. He slides his other hand,that's not gripping your hip, and slowly starts rubbing his fingers against you. You moan loudly as he brings you to your climax. He moans into your neck as he also reaches his climax. He sucks a huge hickey on your neck. He throws away the condom before laying down next to you. "Y/n?" He whispers. "Hmm?" You ask half asleep. "I love you" He whispers. "I love you too" You say back really meaning. You grab his hand. "It should've been you." You tell him. "Well were together now. As long as you still wanna be my girlfriend?" He ask nervously. "I'd love to" You giggle kissing him. "Let's get some sleep babe." He mumbles. You nod and cuddle into his side. You fell asleep with his arms wrapped around you and you couldn't be happier.