Im Sorry

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by 1Dwanter

by 1Dwanter

Harry's pov.. (I decided too! Enjoy! Let me know if you don't like it!)

I am the worst boyfriend ever! Why the hell would I call Louis a bitch? I'm so stupid!! I don't deserve him!! At all. Right now I'm laying in my bed at night crying. I want Louis. I want him so bad. To comfort me. Tell me it's okay! My eyes are tired of crying but I can't stop. It's a never ending waterfall. My bum also hurts. I don't know what Louis is doing but I can't think about him. I want him. I go downstairs. Quickly but quietly. When I reach the kitchen I hear the T.V playing. I'm a little surprised! I go into the living room and look at him. He's watching Titanic. His eyes are red as hell. I feel bad. He's also eating popcorn. I'm tired of all this shit. I go over to the couch and sit next to him. He doesn't even look at me. I grunt a little. I'm still crying a bit. It's the part where they kiss. I snuggle up to him. He moves his hand. More tears come. I kiss his cheek and he just sits there. More tears. I kiss him on the lips. Nothing. Now I'm downright balling.

"LOUIS! I MISS YOU! COME BACK TO ME! IM SORRY! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!! I LOVE YOU! SO MUCH! PLEASE LOVE ME BACK! I WANT YOU! I LOVE YOU!" I scream while on my knees crying. He pauses the movie and looks at me. He gets up. I feel two muscular arms around me. I will admit I have been doing anything to make him notice me. Smoking, partying, cussing, drinking. But nothing. I'm crying into his shoulder now. He looks me in the eyes now.

"Baby what makes you think I don't love you back? I love you so much it's just you hurt me. Badly. When you called me those names. It hurt my feelings. My heart broke." He says. I nod. Wait!

"Spank me!" I whisper.

"What?"

"Spank me!"

"Louder!"

"SPANK ME!! PLEASE!" Louis looks at me confused. I get up and strip down.

"Wooden spoon." I say. He just stares at me.

"Louis spank me for smoking, drinking, partying and anything else I did. Please Lou!" I say.

"You did what!?" He gets up to get the wooden spoon. I whimper. When he bring s it in it has holes. My limp body is over the couch in seconds. He doesn't hesitate to hit me. The first is painful. It hurts so bad. It feels like there a bunch of needles in my bum. I cry out. No I have to bare this. Don't beg. I lay there while he hits me constantly. I'm crying and can barely breath. It hurts. So much. I can't take this much longer.

"Louis! I'm sorry! It hurts really bad! Please!" I scream. He doesn't say anything. After like 70 he's done. I can't stand. I'm crying my eyes out. Louis scoops me up in his arms. He throws down the wooden spoon hard. I yelp. He cradles me in his lap. I snuggle up to him. He pats my back.

"I'm so sorry Lou." I whisper.

"It's okay baby, it's just you could've gotten killed! I wouldn't be able to live without you! Promise me you won't ever smoke again."

"I promise!" I whimper.

"Thank you baby. I forgive you! I love you soo much!" He says. I kiss him. He kisses back. For the rest of the night we snuggle and finish off titanic.

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Hope you like it! Enjoy!! Love you guys!