Y/n's P.O.V-
The cupcakes at Peggy Porschen bakery makes me fall in love instantly. “Can I get a pastel blue icing cupcake, please?” I ask at the counter. She carefully puts the cupcake in a small box and I place my sonogram on top of it as she finishes the box with a blue ribbon.
I walked down the London streets with a huge smile but it soon faded when I realised who I had to face at home. Haz has been acting so strange lately. Which is the one reason why I’m taking 3 months to tell him. He would avoid me most of the times and skips eating with me. He would get annoyed when I wear his sweaters. Little does he know about my small growing belly.
My thoughts stop as I stand right infront of the apartment. After taking a deep breath I unlocked the door and walked in. I carefully place the small box in the middle of the coffee table. Suddenly I heard giggles coming from the room. Was that a girl in there? Or maybe it’s just one of his friends from the cast. Or maybe Tom was there too. Slowly I opened the door to greet them but to my surprise it was a girl that I don’t know. My boyfriend just lying on the bed shirtless as they both just laugh around.
I backed away and walked towards the kitchen. Wait. There is no need for me to stay in here anymore. He doesn’t need me. I thought. My breathing got fast as my mind raced with so much negative thoughts. I held onto the counter accidently crashing a bunch of plates as I do so. The plates crash down near my feet but I couldn’t move. I hear Haz calling out if anyone was there. He walked into the kitchen but stopped as he realized that I was here. I let out a scream with a sudden pain in my belly. I felt warm liquid going down my legs. Haz stood there surprised. His pants up and his belt lose and still no shirt on. I screamed again.
Haz rushed to my side as he grabs his phone and calls an ambulance. “NOO!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!” I screamed as he held onto me. I kept hitting his chest to move him away but he didn’t do anything. “Y/n please let me help you” He says. Everything got black and the last thing I heard was Haz calling me.
-Haz's P.O.V-
I helped Y/n into the ambulance and ran back into the house to grab a shirt. To my surprise that girl was still in the room. I dragged her out of the house before locking it and running away.
The nurses and the doctors took Y/n into a room as I had to wait outside. After awhile the doctors came out. “How is she? Is she fine? Is she going to be fine?” I ask in a hurry. One doctor holds onto my shoulder trying to calm me down. “Calm down sir. She needs a lot of comfort now. I know it’s going to be hard for both of you when you lose a precious child. She had a misscarriage. She is gonna take a while to get through. For both of you. Everything will be fine” He says rubbing my shoulder. I stood there speechless. “She was pregnant?” I managed to ask. “Yes, she was 3 months pregnant” He says again. I just nod my head as they go back to work.
I felt so guilty. I know she wouldn’t want to see me now. I called Tom and told him everything. He came after 15 minutes and I told him to get in and check up on Y/n. He understood and walked into the room she was in.
-Y/n's P.O.V-
I woke up in a bright room. There were wires attached to me. “Hey, Y/n” Someone speaks as the door closes behind him. It was Tom. “What happened?” I ask as I slowly change my position to a sitting position. “You just got sick cause you didn’t eat” Tom says making you frown. “Where is Haz?” I managed to ask. Tom looked at you before answering. “He is outside. Do you want me to call him?” Tom asks. He phone was kept on the call with Haz so that he could hear you but you didn’t know.
I nod slowly. “Wait. Where is the baby? Is he fine?” I start to freak out. Haz heard you freaking out and he rushed into the room. “Haz! Where is the baby???” You ask but no one answered. You started to grab his shirt and shake him as you ask more questions. “Where is the baby? Why arent you guys answering. Tom? Haz? Where is he?” You started to cry. Haz rubs your back to calm you down. Tom nods his head indicating that he will be waiting outside. “Y/n, you’ll be fine. You had a misscarriage and we are gonna go through this together” He says. He wasn’t that good with words. “You already left me, Haz. You found a better one” I say pushing myself away from him.
Before he could answer the doctor walked in and took away the wires attached to you. “You are getting discharged this evening” He says smiling. You give a weak smile. After some talks and things done I finally get home.
-Haz's P.O.V-
I helps Y/n to the bedroom but instead she walks to the bathroom. Every room had a memory that took place less than 24 hours ago so I understood. I went into the bedroom and arranged the whole room. On my way to the kitchen my eye caught the small box on the coffee table. I take it in my hands and tears started to fill my eyes. There was a sonogram of my child that I lost. I take it and hide it somewhere Y/n won’t see. I didn’t really know what to do with the cupcake. It is too good to be thrown away so I kept it in the fridge. I cleaned up the broken plates and went to check up on Y/n. She is taking hours in there which is concerning me.
“Baby, do you want to eat?” I ask knocking on the door. What a weird question to ask Haz. I waited a few minutes and still no noise. “I’m coming in” I say as I make myelf in to the bathroom just to see her crying her eyes out. I hug her small figure and helps her calm down. Without even saying a word she stands up and leaves. Everything was making me feel so bad. I regret the things that I have done to her.
I walk into the kitchen and stood there just staring at her every movement. She took out some vegetable and starts to cut them. “Let me make you soup” I say as I walk towards her but she didn’t reply and continues to chop it. I sigh as I ran my hands in my hair not knowing what to do. “Y/n, please let me take care of you. I’m sorry for everything. Please. Let me help you” I ask. I could hear her sobbing quietly. “I lost the baby, Haz. It’s my fault” She says softly. “It’s not your fault. Don’t say that. We will get another one hopefully” I say hugging her from behind. Not quiet sure if she really wants me around her. It’s all my fault. I hurt her and I regret that so much. It makes me sad that she won’t back to me. I just have to go through it and help her. I know she will feel 10 times hurt than I am.
“Haz?” She asks as I start to head out of the kitchen to give her some space. “Yes, love?” I ask feeling happy on the inside that I’m hearing her voice again. She just hugs me. I hug her back and play with her hair. Is she still accepting me after the stuff I did to her? “Is there anything you want, love?” I ask wondering if she is doing this to get some more food. “I actually want some ice-cream” She says with a small giggle in the end. “I knew it” I say smiling.
“Aren’t you mad at me?” I ask a bit confused with her behaviour. “I don’t know. I think so” She replies doubting her own answers. “I’m sorry baby. I don’t know what came over me. I just fell for a trap. I promise I won’t do that again. Next time please do tell me the great news sooner” I say kissing her forehead. It’s not the greatest things to forgive but I’m happy that I can be with her again.
