You didn't expect Tom to move on that quickly. All the memories spent together was hard to forget. You still missed the little things but you knew it wouldn't happen again. You knew you had to do everything you can to forget and move on.
A month passed after he broke up with you and the headlines made it through with him and another girl, crushing your heart into pieces.
Eight months had passed. You were looking outside the bedroom window. Staring at the park few blocks away and spotting your apartment near the park.
When you walk past that park near your apartment now
Do you think about me?
The news of Tom breaking up with his new girl spread quickly. Your phone buzzing with dozen of notifications. Many of his fans wanted you and Tom to get back together. Your eyes were still fixed on the road in front of the park.
When you realize you're on my street
Do you drive slowly?
Do you think about me?
You missed him dearly but you had someone in the bedroom that loved you. At least you think he loves you until recently. He had a temper and scared you every time he forced you to do something. It was hurting you more. The distant between each other.
"Morning. I'm heading out with my friends." You hear him say. You simply nod at him and he was gone out of the door. You couldn't deal with being treated poorly. Feeling like people only want you when they need anything.
Thought I could pack up my suitcase and just walk away, walk away (walk away)
Leave you with all the shit I didn't want to take, my mistake
You walk into the room gathering the things you most needed of yours. Put them neatly in your suitcase.
I'm missing you, I'm missing you
What the hell did I do? (did I do?)
Messing with someone new
Thinking I wanted to
Turns out I don't want new, I want you
You didn't feel sad of leaving him. Maybe you didn't need someone new at all. Memories of Tom was always in your head but you wanted to forget it. You think to yourself as you make the small walk up to your apartment.
Tom was always on your mind every time you were with someone else. You keep the suitcase near the sofa in your living room as you lay down on the sofa leaving a heavy sigh.
"Where are you going?" You hear a familiar voice come behind you that made your heart feel heavy. Turning around you find Tom standing a few feet away from the sofa looking at you. He looked like a mess but had tried to clean up a little. Maybe just for you.
Don't want new, I want you
Don't want new, I want you
"What are you doing here?" You ask instead. "I missed you." He says. "Where were you before then? You didn't miss me then?" You ask. "I did. I did miss you." Tom says but you wasn't buying it.
"Thought I'd be better without you
I can't stop thinking about you
Now I'm with someone new (I want you)
Thought I'd be better without you
I can't stop thinking about you
Now I'm with someone new (I want you)"
"I'm sorry for everything. I really am." He states. "Get out. You can't just come here when your life falls apart and I'm just a last resort." You say pointing towards the door.
I'm missing you, I'm missing you
What the hell did I do? (did I do?)
Messing with someone new
Thinking I wanted to
Turns out I don't want new, I want you
"Tom." You softly say his name making him stop at the door. "Know that I'll always love you." You say.
