Tom's been acting so distance lately. Always busy filming which was understanding but saying that he is still ay work when he's not is the questionable parts. Is he scared of me having another baby? He didn't really want another kid anytime soon. It's another lonely night again. Walking around, sitting for a while and eating something has become my night routine after 9pm now. Where is he? I say to myself as I hold onto my belly with a sudden small pain. Maybe I should sit down. I'm due anytime now.
As I turn around I get a sudden pain on my lower belly. Oh gosh no. Not now. I say as I reach to dial Tom's number. No answer. No answer to the three calls. Giving up I call up Harrison. "Hi Haz. Is Tom there? Oh. Yeah yeah. Everyt- ouch." I say stopping my sentence with the pain. "Y/n, are you okay? I'm coming now." I hear him say. Not having the strength to reply I hung up.
I pace around slowly trying to ease the pain. Freaking out that I'm alone. Once the pain went down I relaxed. I decide to call Tom's mom with hesitation. Not wanting to make her worry about not knowing where her son is at this time.
"Tom?" I say as I hear the door open. He had messy hair and a rather crumbled up shirt. What kind of a scene did he had to shoot today? I wonder. He stood by the door looking at the floor. "Tom?" I say his name again. He looks up. His face had a face full of regret. "What happened?" I ask. "Something happened." He says. "What?" I ask biting my lip. "Listen, Y/n, it was not my intention to do that. It just happened for like a few minutes. It meant nothing and it was so stupid." He says. "Thomas what did you do?" I ask. With the stress I get another pain. Almost falling down. Luckily Tom holding me for support.
"I'm here! I'm here!" Harrison says barging in through the door. I hold onto my belly as Tom helps me up. "Y/n. Are.. you.. are you.." Tom says with wide eyes. "OHMYGOSH. YES." I say raising my voice a bit. "Harrison grab the packed bags in the bedroom. Y/n, let's go to the car." Tom says helping me to the car. "Breath Y/n. Breath." He says.
The car ride mostly was me trying to breath and Harrison trying not to overspeed.
"Ugh. Here again at the boring hospital room." I say as the nurse leaves me on a clean white hospital bed. "I'm gonna grab something to eat." Harrison says leaving me and Tom alone. "Tom." I say. "Hmm." He replies. "What were you going to tell me before?" I ask. "It's nothing baby. It's nothing." He says kissing my forehead.
"How are you feeling now?" The doctor asks. I look at Tom who shrugs. "Not so good." I reply. "Well, just a while left now. I'll check in an hour again." The doctor says leaving. Tom sits quiet. The silence is just awkward now. "How was filming?" I ask. "Huh? Um, all good." He says snapping out of his own thoughts. "Do you think we're gonna get a boy?" I ask. "I don't know, love. I'm okay with a boy or a girl even." Tom says with a dull tone. Less excitement. "Are you okay?" I ask. He nods. "Can you come and massage my back a little?" I ask. He didn't hesitate. He keeps his phone on the bed next to me.
"(Random girl name) is calling. Who's she?" I ask. He snatches his phone away and puts it in his pocket. "Just this girl in the movie." He replies. I nod, not wanting to argue with the pain I was going through.
"Alright you are ready to start pushing now." The doctor says.
After a few minutes cries of the baby filled the room. "It's a boy!" The doctor says. "He looks like you Tom." I say. He chuckles a bit.
-Tom's P.O.V-
I chuckle as I stare at the baby boy. "Does the baby have a name?" The doctor asks. "No not yet." Y/n replies.
I excuse myself to go out and find Harrison. "Hey. It's a boy!" I say. "Congrats!! I'm gonna go see them." He says. "Wait." I say stopping him. "I have to talk about something." I say. "What did you do?" He asks. "Okay um, remember that girl who came to set recently? The one who kept sending me those messages and pictures?" I ask. "Yes?" He replies. "Well I told her to stop but she didn't so I decided to tell it to her face and things took another turn there." I say. He glares at me. "And?" He asks. "Well.. Um, shekissedmeandIkindakissedherback." I say in a rush. "Eh what?" He says. "Yeah. I was stupid." I say not wanting to repeat what I said. "Does Y/n know? You have to tell her sometime." He says.
-Y/n's P.O.V-
I stare at the little baby boy sleeping. Maybe I should instagram a picture of his tiny feet. I go on instagram just to find dozens of notifications. I check on the pictures I was tagges in out of curiosity. It was pictures of Tom with a another girl. Some pictures showed them at a cafe. Nothing so weird about that. He always go out with his cast members but another set of pictures made me rethink everything. It was a picture of Tom sleeping with a girl. She had half of her face shown bit it clearly was Tom. Not wanting to announce about my baby I relax on the bed avoiding everything going on.
"Hey." Tom says as he walked towards the bed. I stare at him with a half smile as I examine him. He had some lipstick on his jaw. "Where's Haz?" I ask. "He's outside." He says. "Tell him to come in." I say not wanting to be alone in the room with Tom.
"Awww.. He looks like me." Harrison says making Tom frown at him. "Just kidding." He says after Tom pinches him. "You want anything to eat?" Tom asks. "Juice and water." I say not having the energy to eat.
I stare at Harrison with watery eyes as Tom leaves. "What's wrong?" He asks. "Tom." Was all I could say.
To be continued...
