I Will Wait [Jessie J]

Chapter 76 -

*Jessie's pov*

I was sitting in the studio, writing some songs for album three, and I had this strange feeling, I almost had a tingling sensation in my brain. I needed to go and check on Emma. I've spent too long away from her anyway (ten minutes), and I miss her. I'm so confused. The funny thing is that I'm starting to believe what Holly told me. Maybe I am gay, but maybe I'm being influenced by her words. However, when I think back to how Kira and I lost contact, I can't. It actually hurts. The last thing I remember about Kira is us living happily together as friends.

I knocked before walking into Emma's room to be polite. I found Emma laid on her bed with her legs dangling off the edge and a scrumpled piece of paper clutched in her hand. I shook her gently to try and wake her up but she didn't. I soon found out that she wasn't breathing so I gently pulled her completely onto the double bed and prepared to do the only thing I could think of. Mouth to mouth.

I tilted her head back to open her airway and bent down towards her. As soon as my lips touched hers a tingling sensation traveled through my body and down to my core and the butterflies woke in my stomach. Why was I getting excited by this?

*Emma's pov*

The first thing I felt after feeling my lungs inflate with air was a soft, feathery item placed on my lips that could only belong to her. Jessica. My eyes fluttered open to see Jessie's worried face pressed against mine. I closed my eyes again to try and prolong the feeling of her lips on mine as I knew it wasn't going to happen anytime soon. However my selfishness was destroyed as it's pretty hard to pretend to be almost dead when air is being forced into your lungs. I rolled out of the way as I coughed up Jess' breath. Guilt immediately washed over me as I heard how panicked Jess' voice was. "Em? Em are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine." I lied whilst sitting up. I still have a pain in my chest but I'll survive.

"Are you sure?" She asked placing her hand on my arm.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I smiled.

"The woman will be here soon. Don't be long." Jess stood up. "Em?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm worried about you. I... You can't keep passing out like that. It's not healthy." Jess spoke sadly as she left. I know it's not good for me to keep collapsing but I can't help it.

"Ems you should really get that checked out." Clair warned.

"I have and they didn't find anything." I replied.

"Hmmm... Okay." She went all quiet. "The woman with my will is walking up the drive by the way." Urgh. I don't wanna do this.

"You didn't have to leave me anything." I spoke whilst running a brush through my hair.

"I did. It's just a bit of fun." Clair giggled. Have you ever heard a ghost's giggle? It's actually quite scary.

"So Mr. Daniel O'Donaghue, Miss. Jessica Cornish and Miss Emma Smith are all present?" Ms. Barrett, the person reading out the will, asked before starting. Kelly had gone but Danny had taken her number. "First we start with Daniel." She looked towards Danny. "To Danny, my one and only love, I leave you ninety percent of my savings. What is mine is yours." Was all she said before handing an envelope to Danny. He opened it carefully and produced a a small, thin, piece of paper I guessed to be a cheque. "There was also something else that she left you but she says only you know where it is and leaves a winking face at the end." Danny chuckles and a smirk appears on his face.

"I don't wanna know." Jess and I mumbled in unison.

"To Miss Jessica Cornish next." She turns her look over to Jess.