I Will Wait [Jessie J]

Chapter 65 - The Butterflies Awaken And Multiply Like Rabbits

*Emma's pov*

Well the flight back from Australia the next morning was definitely entertaining. Jess was in an awful state so she kept snapping at Alisha with stuff like; "Fuck off. It's your fault I'm in this state." And there was a lot more that I do not want to repeat because it got a lot worse, but still Alisha didn't get the whole "Nothing is ever going to happen between us again" thing. I was sat between Jess and Clair on the plane and Clair and I just sat and laughed at Jess' reaction to everything. She eventually fell asleep for a little while and when she woke up she was definitely in a better mood and she even apologised to Alisha. Why ? I'll never know!

Clair and I have become extremely close over this trip, like Jess and I had, I guess. Although Clair is hot, like Jess, I'd never actually fuck her, unlike Jess. Clair is straight for a start but I can't imagine out friendship ever becoming more than that. I hope Clair and I can be friends forever. I really do like her, she's my type of person I guess. Holly is great but Clair and I have just clicked. I can't explain it and now I'm babbling... I'll just get on with it now.

Next was my birthday, but I didn't really feel like celebrating, what with mum's funeral the next day and Jess was performing at the Sundown Festival and she wanted to cancel for my birthday but I wouldn't let her. I know what it means for Heartbeats to see Jessie live in concert and I'd know they'd hate it if she cancelled.

Charlotte came down and Lucy, Rachel, Charlotte and I ordered a Domino's pizza in and basically pigged out and watched movies all night. It was a great laugh though and it took my mind off everything that was going to happen the next day.

I didn't do much on the second of September. I woke up, dressed in my smartest, blackest clothes met up with Jess, went to my mums funeral, went home and shut myself in my room. I didn't want to do anything so I just lay there thinking about everything. Thankfully no one disturbed me.

I woke up the next morning to a headache and my phone ringing, telling me to wake up. I got ready for school and left without really speaking to anyone. Lucy offered to give me a lift but I refused. I need I prepare myself for the shit that school brings.

The day actually went surprisingly well. It turns out I have Lucy for my P.E. teacher which could come in useful. Elys and her gang have stayed away which is always good but I have a feeling I haven't heard the end of this. I have Sergeant Weaver for my English teacher though. The strictest teacher in the school... It's definitely not going to be fun.

Anyway, now it's Saturday the twenty first of September and we're celebrating the release of Alive, I know it's early but Jess is performing at the iTunes Festival the night it's released, and it's Clair's last weekend in the UK so we're having a mini leaving party. I'm gonna miss Clair a lot. I helped Jess bring down a load of mattresses to the living room for us all to have a sleep over.

Holly and Clair arrived at three and we sat down for a couple of hours talking about boys, girls and mainly how amazing Clair's trip to Australia and New Zealand will be. I really wish we could go with her.

We all went out for a meal, on Jess, at Pizza Express. This restaurant has to be my favourite. I ordered my usual of dough balls with garlic butter and an American Hot pizza. Absolutely delicious. The four of us all had a great laugh over our meal, just messing about with our banter. We ordered dessert and Jess left to the bathroom which left me a lone with Holly and Clair. "So Em, Holly and I were talking on the way down." Clair started.

"Oh dear." I joked.

"And we decided that because Clair is going away for a year."

"And Holly's going to be doing these dance competitions."