I Will Wait [Jessie J]

Chaper 31 - Blonde Bitch

*Emma'a pov*

After entering the office I carefully closed the door behind me. I felt two pairs of eyes burning a hole in my back. I turned around to find Mr Pratt and Miss Livesy glaring at me. I'm guessing that Miss Livesy has told him about the incident. I sighed.

"Take a seat." Mr Pratt said whilst indicating to the seats that were on the opposite side of the desk. "Thank you for coming to see me. The police will be here in a short while but first I want to talk to you about what has been happening. How long has this been going on?"

"It was when I first came out so two weeks ago, but my closest friends and some other people knew before then so I think Elys knew so she's always been a bitch to me. Mum said that we never got on, not even in primary. Not that I even remember speaking to Elys back then." I sighed and felt my eyes welling up. I looked away and blinked them back. "Even now Elys has gone I can't live my life. Most people don't even want me to be anymore." It was seconds before I felt a warm fluid falling down my cheeks.

"What do you mean?" Mr Pratt asked

"Well there's Elys trying to kill me, Aleks and Georgina telling me to go and kill myself and the there's my dad. He doesn't even deserve the title of dad. He murders my mum and then pisses off to god knows where. He probably wouldn't give a shit if I was dead."

"Okay, we'll deal with some of that but how's things at home?" Miss Livesy asked this time.

"Things are great actually." I paused they just stared at me. "Yeah in all honesty, Rachel, Holly and Jess told me to stay home instead of going to school. I said no. I'll be happier in school, my friends are there and it will keep my mind off all of the shit that is happening right now. If I stayed at home with Jess and Holly, right now I would be in Cardiff having the time of my life instead if sitting here having to explain everything over and over again. Every single teacher I have come across today has put me in a bad mood, they keep going on and on about everything, I just wanted to have a normal day in school, without all of these mood swings." I was quite annoyed now.

"Yes, talking about your mood swings, Miss Johnson here says you said something about being on drugs." My jaw dropped, I didn't even see Miss Johnson stood in the corner. I was obviously joking about the drugs. I'd never do drugs or smoke or anything like that. I'm not like that.

"What? I was joking, I thought you were joking." I said looking at a slowly blushing Miss Johnson.

"I thought you were joking too at first. But then I thought about how you're living with a celebrity and -"

"You thinks Jess is druggy?!" I almost shouted, "You don't know her! She isn't like that. She actual cares about her health. She's one of the strongest people I know, all the shit that she's have been through. She's not an idiot, she wouldn't throw her life away."

"She was the other one wasn't she?" Miss Johnson asked.

"You have no right. We may not be over it completely but we're working on it. This is why one minute I'm the happiest person on Earth and the next I'm not. I get reminded of everything and that puts me in a bad mood. It would put anyone in a bad mood." I explained

"But it was like you were high at break." I think she was trying to find an excuse.

"You would know wouldn't you? Or did you ask Mr Crew?" Okay that was probably a bit far so I changed the subject before they had a chance to say anything. "Remember that time I had a laughing fit in football because you said there wasn't enough balls to go around?" She nodded, "I had a laughing fit because I was sad. It was within the two weeks that things first started going bad between me and Harrison and to say I was sad was a massive understatement, and that was before I'd told anyone as well, so it was all playing on my mind." I finished.