Company's At War ~* COMPLETED*~

Chapter 55

     Raph was home as he sat there on the couch as he just got home while he had Usagi drop him off. " Raph... I'm sorry for all that's happened..."
    " Why are you sorry... You didn't do any of this..." Raph said looking down as Usagi sat by Raph as he said. " No, but I do feel sorry... It was not easy seeing Leo like that thru my eyes..."
    " what was he thinking... My dad could have killed him if he wanted to..." Raph said getting his hands to his head. " Usagi... I don't know what to do or feel about this..."
    Usagi looked to Raph as he saw Raph looking lost and weak as he got a hand to Raph's arm pulling it down as Raph looked to Usagi. Then he came in front of Raph as he leaned his head down and pressed his lips to Raph's surprising him.
    Usagi pulls away and placed a hand on his cheek as he asked Raph. " even after what Leo did... Would you easily have sex with anyone? Or me?"
    Raph looked at Usagi as he then let out a breath grabbing Usagi's hand as he said sadly with tears. " No... I still love him..."
    Usagi smiled and leaned his forehead to Raph's. " That's what I wanted to hear... You two will need to talk this out and try to work it out... Or you two will avoid one another... It depends on what you two do..."
    Usagi turn got up and away from Raph as he started to the door and walked out as Raph sat there alone as he got his hands on his face yelled at himself at all that's happened as loud as he could. " Ah!"

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    Raph's dad was in the hospital with a few broken bones on his face while Leo was getting headed home since it was the next day. Leo was thinking Raph was moving his things out so he would not see Leo again.
   But when he arrived he saw Raph's motorcycle still there as he went to the door and grabbed the handle opening it as he saw Raph sitting there in the middle of the stairs. " welcome home..."
    " Thanks..." Leo then started up the stairs looking down as he went in the room to see that a few things were gone as Raph said coming to the edge of the stairs. " I moved to a different room..."
    " That's fine..." Leo then walked in and locked the door getting in the bed as he cried there covering his face in his bed.
    Raph stood there as he made his way to his room and walked in closing the door and sitting on his bed. ' Is Leo already that much over me know...'
   
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     Leo would call in every day from work as that was making Raph mad from Leo just giving everything up like this while the days were turning to weeks. ' Leo...'
    Today Mikey called Raph to let him know that is was Leo's birthday so Raph was going to try something as he was watching Leo there in the kitchen as if drinking.
    Raph stood up and went over to Leo as he said leaving on the chair by Leo. " So what are your plans today?"
     " Nothing..." was all Leo said while Raph grunted and grabbed Leo's should surprising him. "you're pushing me away Leo!"
    " Yeah! I am! Now leave me alone and go fuck a girl or Usagi!" Leo yelled looking back at the counter drinking more. Raph never heard Leo act like this as he grabbed Leo again but he shoved Raph and walked out of the kitchen as Raph followed.
     Leo got to the stairs as Raph came and grabbed both Leo's arms as that freaked Leo out and they both fell on the stairs a Leo was on his chest. " Get off Raph!"
    " No! I want to know why!" Raph yelled getting Leo's hands together from the back as Raph was over Leo saying his words to Leo's neck.
     " You know why Raph! Now let go!"
    " No! You tell me! Why!" Raph yelled as Leo said tearing up as his voice cracked from the pain in his chest. " I wanted you home... I Missed you... I missed you so much..."
    Raph listened as he said to Leo calmly. " I would have come home if you begged me, Leo... Why didn't you beg... Why did you let my... My dad does those things to you..."
    Leo felt tears fall from Raph's eyes as they fell to Leo's neck. " I love you and seeing you raped like that... It makes me feel that I failed you..."
    Leo had tears falling as he said trying to get free. " Let me go... I don't deserve you or your love... I dishonored my family's name... and you... Please just let me go please Raph... Leave me and find a person worth your love..."
     Raph looked at Leo as he said to him.  " shut up Leo... I'm not leaving you... No matter what you do or did..."
    Then Raph went to Leo's neck as he started to kiss him there. Leo blushed hard crying as he struggled to get free from Raph. " I'm not letting you go, Leo... Till you accept of what you did and let me love you."
     Leo cried there as he said sadly. " I already let you love me and I dishonored it and you..."
     Raph shook his head as he lets Leo go and had him turn as they looked at each other. " I always loved you... But I never let myself show my love to anyone... I want to show you, Leo..."