I don't really know how the idea came to my mind, but I'll do it.
As many of you know, my life is a living hell, and yeah, a lot of people wonder how am I still alive.
There's something in this world that I love with all my soul, with all my heart. No matter what happens to me, that little thing puts a smile on my face. It brightens my day.
And now, I'll try to make something for that thing. The thing that keeps me alive.
I'll have to give up on the idea of trying to leave again, because I'll need some money. I hope I can do it.
He's the reason why I'm still here. He keeps me going honestly.
There will be bad days but I have to remember that it's gonna be alright in the end.
Just stop your crying it's the sign of the times.
When that song came out back in April, I honestly cried. That song will always have a special place in my heart. That song had helped me cope with all the shit that was going on in my life.
I know I'll probably never get to meet him but if I had the chance, I'd thank him for saving my life because without him I wouldn't be here.
Like I said before, there will be bad days but I just got to push through it. Because I battled with depression and anxiety for almost twelve years. It was a never ending war between myself and my mind.
I was in flight school for six weeks in North Carolina, I drove seven hours to get there. But it was worth it because I was chasing my dreams. When Harry said, "A dream is only a dream until you decide to make it real."
It was an intense six weeks, I'm not gonna lie. I didn't think I'd do it but I did. I graduated and I didn't think I would. Unfortunately you have to be twenty one to be a pilot but that's okay because I'm still in college.
I achieved something this year and that's all that matters.
Chase your dreams. My depression was always in the way but I went out of my way and went to flight school. Don't let anyone discourage you, I did that. I let my family tell me that I wasn't good enough or I would never make it. But I did.
You guys can do anything you set your mind to. I believe in you.
