I want to stay happy. But I just want to go away forever. No, I don't. I feel kind of sick. I know why. I can't believe one person had so much power over me. I liked him like an addictive drug. Phew. I used to be addicted to playing call of duty. I've had other addictions in the past. I wish there was hope for me. I want to believe that there is. I'm sick of looking like a pathetic attention seeker. I talk about myself too much. I have too many problems. Life can't fix this. My head is hurting so much. I'm tired of being so lost and messed up and not being able to relate to most people.
Keep up the good fight everyone...
I want a break from it all. I'm so tired.
I chose happiness but it's so difficult right now. All in all, I think a good key to happiness is to find real true pure meaning in your life.
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It's been nice being a lurker here and tbh there's quite a few posters here that I like, I like to see different insights and views on stuff.
I'm giving you all my love. Idk what will become of me. Try to stay strong everyone. I hope you can find meaning. And please for your own sakes please stop putting yourselves down. This becomes a very self defeating and destructive cycle which I guess it's hard to get out of.
You are worth so much more.
— Hazelle x
