Part 2
M/n pov.
×Year later×
Sitting on the couch thinking back at what happen through the year. It was finally January first and nothing to show from the old year. Just a broken heart and force smiles since May. I hate him so much but if he came to me and ask for me to forgive him I would. At this point I would do anything for him.
But I won't let his friends know that. They seem to be coming around a lot. Taehyung comes by a lot. He brings me things like candy and clothes. I wonder where he is? Is he in love with someone else? Does he feel bad for what he did? Will he ever be back for me?
I didn't realize how much my life was around him...... I feel lonely again....
"M/n?" I heard Jimin say waving a hand in front of my face.
"Did you need soemthing?" I ask.
"Yeah, I was wondering if maybe you want to go out this Saturday and see the lights in the park." He ask looking at me with a small smile.
I didn't want to hurt his feelings but I don't know if I should..... I still feel like Jungkook could come back.... my love.... he has to come back....
"Yeah sure." I said with a smile trying to seem happy about it.
Moving on will be hard just don't show up out of nowhere Jungkook. I can't live like this anymore. No in the past.... I need to move on...... away from you.......
Saturday was hard to come to terms with. Jimin isn't a bad guy it just I'm not sure I'm ready to move on..... I want Jungkook to come swing back and..... and what...... he won't do anything for you.....
"Hey, M/n how are feeling today?" Jimin ask
"Like I have chance to live...."
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