Random Imagines

Richie Tozier//Quarry(3)

I was in my room, wearing some cotton shorts and an oversized T-shirt.

I kept my door locked, only coming out to eat.

Bev knocked on the door lightly.

"Y/n, please let me in." She sounded sad.

I didn't answer. I just stared at the wall.

I decided to take a shower, I haven't taken one in three days.

I took down my hair and removed my clothes. I went into my personal bathroom that was attached to my room.

I washed my hair and body, and decided that it was best to shave. So I did.

An hour later I got out and put on a different pair of shorts and oversized shirt, and laid back down in bed.

However I got hungry so I unlocked my door and went into the kitchen.

Bev rushed in.

"You're alive." She sighed in relief.

"He's not worth killing myself over. Almost."

"Y/n, don't talk like that, please. You're getting depressed again. We need to go out and do something." She said with a smile.

"I don't feel like it." I mumbled.

"Well tough shit. We're going."

"Where?" I asked.

"Somewhere we won't see the guys. The library." She smiled. "You love reading."

"I could use some more books. It's getting boring staring at my wall."

"Exactly. That's a start. Go get dressed. Let's go."

"I'm wearing this."

"At least put some shoes on."

I gave a small smile.

"Okay."

I put on my black and white Nike shoes.

The sunlight blinded me as I walked out.

She got my sunglasses.

"Thanks." I said quietly.

We walked to the library. We goofed around a bit, she made me laugh. Something I haven't done since the day I almost drowned, with Richie.

I picked out a few different books.

"Thank you." I said to the librarian.

I turned around and saw Ben Eddie and Stan.

I slowly walked up to them.

"H-hey Guys."

"Y/n," they all hugged me.

"How are you?" Ben asked.

"I'm fine. Just came to get some books." I held them up.

It got silent.

"Um. W-where's Mike?"

"He's with Rich-"

Stan hit Eddie.

I looked at the floor, then back up at them.

"It's okay guys. Really. I'm fine."

"He feels horrible." Eddie spoke again.

I stared at the ground, focusing on not thinking about him.

When his dumbass walks around the corner with Mike.

"Do you even know what types of books she likes?" Mike asked him, not noticing me.

"Romance, she's always reading those books where the two main characters fall in love and love happily ever after. God I messed up big time." Richie replied to him.

"Yeah. Big time." Bev spoke up, causing the boys to look at us.

I continued staring at the ground. I can't look at him.

"Y/n. Bev, Uh. W-what are you doing here?" Richie asked.

"Buying books for my sister to read while she's locked up in her room because some asshole lied to her and broke her." Bev said harshly.

"You lied too-" he started.

"Because I didn't want to hurt her! Which is exactly what ended up happening anyways!"

"Guys." I said quietly while they yelled at each other in the library.

"Guys..." I said a bit louder. "Please stop." I started crying a bit once I finally looked at him. He looked rough. He had been crying, even though he tried to hide it, and his hair was messier than usual.

I managed to slip out without anyone noticing, so I thought.

"Y/n, hold up. Let me walked you home." Stan offered. I slowly nodded.

"I just want things back to normal. Before the accident." I hugged him.

He wrapped his arms around me.

"I know. So do I."

"Y/n," I heard Richie's voice.

I looked at him.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that I lied to you. Please, you have to understand okay? I was so scared that I'd lose you, and I jumped in and pulled you and give you CPR. I was scared as hell, y/n. I was scared of losing you. And you woke up and assumed it was Eddie. So I figured that you wanted it to be Eddie who saved you, and not me. So I lied. I had no idea that you-"

"That I love you? How the fuck could you Richie? It's not like I was flirting with you on the cliff or anything."

"You were? I thought you were trying to make me mad."

I shook my head no.

"Wait..." he paused. "You said love. Not loved."

I stayed silent. I turned around and walked away.

"I'm not letting you leave this time, y/n/n" he grabbed my arm, spun me around, and kissed me.

There was silence from everyone else.

I quickly pulled away from him.

"Richie, stop. You don't love me. You just want to get in my pmts and it's not happening." I ripped my arm from his hold.

"No no no, ask the guys, it's always been you, y/n... always."

I looked at Ben and Mike. They nodded.

"My biggest fear, the one that IT showed me... was you rejecting me."

"Mine was falling in love with you. Because I knew you'd break my heart. And you did." He looked away, not wanting me to see him cry.

"But I forgive you." He looked at me tears eyed.

"You do?" He sighed.

"Yeah. But it's gonna take some time before I can trust you again Richard."

"I can wait. I can totally wait. I'll do everything I can. I promise y/n. I will never hurt you again."

He hugged me.

And he kept his promise.