In the ancient realm there was a soul who was known widely as Hanguang-Jun.
He was known to be aloof and away from worldly beings. Seldom people knew him for who he was or what his heart truly yearned in reality.
A man who loved dearly and in retu...
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Dear Wei,
I dreamt of us again. You by my side and promising me, a forever. I was the happiest, until I opened my eyes.
Can I reveal a secret?
I quite like the taste of the Emperor's Smile now. I am unable to comprehend the reason but I always land up buying two jars.
Everynight, I bring them to Jingshi, one jar I consume and the other I hide them beneath. I am saving the best tastes for you. It dawn's on me that maybe this soul hopes for you to come back and that one day I can fulfill my desire to pour you a cup, oh but what a fool I am to dream this beautiful illusion.
You're never coming back, are you? I wish you didn't. You won't like me.
I recently heard that people are scared of me. They fear when I walk past them. The hilarious part is that now there exist no curfew for me. Now I can enter and exit Cloud Recess at my will. No rules. None at all. What would you say to this? Oh, you would be so delirious.
Should I be too? Or does this mean people just stopped caring for me? I'll never know.
A month back, brother gave me a box, my Wei Ying. That box contains my world. You.
I am so scared of opening them again. Scared that if I do, it would be taken away from me, again, and if that happens Wei Ying, I won't survive this time.
I miss you.
Come back.
Please.
Your, Lan Zhan.
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"Hanguang-Jun" the kind spirit offers her salutation and patiently waits for my question.
"Could you find him?"
"No"
"Where do you think could he be?"
"I apologise, but I am unable to answer your question for I too am unaware" she respectfully bows. There is a hint of sadness in her voice and that breaks my heart.
"If you do find him, could you..." I am unable to complete my question. What would I want her to ask to him? Beg him to come back? Beg him to take me too?
"Hanguang-Jun?"
"You may leave" I look away as she bows and disappears.
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Gently, I place the box on my lap and open it with a heavy heart. Unable to be apart even for a day longer, I carefully take out the old ribbon. Caressing the piece between my fingers, my lips tremble as I kiss my Wei Ying's band.
Knowing the meaning behind the deed, unable to care for anymore rules, I abandon everything within me and with all the love in my heart, I bring his ribbon to where my forehead band is placed. A union.
A union of two souls.
A union of two hearts.
A union of two bands.
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