In the ancient realm there was a soul who was known widely as Hanguang-Jun.
He was known to be aloof and away from worldly beings. Seldom people knew him for who he was or what his heart truly yearned in reality.
A man who loved dearly and in retu...
"Wei Ying" I caress his back "I am here" and feel the tremors running through his body. In quick succession he pushes me onto my back and sits astride my waist. Without a moment of thought he seeks my lips and kisses me with fervor. I am surprised and shocked at his sudden change of behaviour, so when I try to pull back, he bites my lips and makes a plea "Use me tonight Lan Zhan" a rouge tear trails down and I freeze.
"Wei Ying?" I cup his cheeks but he shakes his head and pins my hands next to my head and growls "Use me tonight and make me forget my darkness for a while, please" the end is a whisper and my soul battles within me. But knowing he needs this, I couldn't deny him further.
I quickly reverse our position and untie his trousers. Baring myself to him, he eyes my mark above my heart and fresh bouts of tears trail out. I open the vial of pills to pop one in my mouth as are nightly routine but he catches hold of my hand and shakes his head "Not tonight. Tonight I just want to feel you. I just want to feel the burn. I want to feel the pain. I want you. Just you".
"No Wei Ying. I can't hurt you" I clasp his face and implore him to understand the intricacies of his request.
"No. Just you" he repeats and we both wait in the thin balance of want and care. His want and my care not to hurt him. In the end like always I give up.
Gazing into eachothers eyes I enter slowly. He immediate bites his lips and I still. Knowing that I won't move an inch to hurt him, that exact moment impaling himself on me he yells my name loudly as his back arches against the bed.
"Wei Ying" I scream his name in aghast and he shivers "Don't stop Lan Zhan! Please". Watching him in pain I succumb to his request and take him. Tears streak down my eyes and he envelopes me into a hug as he tucks my face into his neck. I use my strength to give him what he needs whilst he holds me in his warmth. He knew what I needed.
He wanted my ice. I wanted his warmth.
That night we used our emotions and laid it bare for the other to see. He knew he could use me and I knew that even when he's in pain, he would no longer hide but seek me to share his burden.
We truly started to live our lives as soulmates and even though the journey would not always be that of roses, even the thorns were worth living for.
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Trailing my back with his fingers he plays with the strands of my hair "Thank You" his voice is coarse.
"Did I hurt you?" My ears were against his heart and I could hear it thumping loudly.
"Never" he kisses my forehead and smiles.
"Wei Ying" I look at his chest and am reminded of the transfer of the Golden Core "I saw your past".
His fingers cease their movement and a second later he resumes "How much did you see?"
"The transfer of the Golden Core" my voice is soft "your time in the Burial Mountain, your time with Chenqing and" I pause unable to complete.
