Hey, I'm Madison Aden, looks like you found my journal from when I was a kid. Everything in there helped me become who am today, with the contribution of my best friend Jayden Morgan, who was able to let me see life from a new light.
Hear our backs...
I have been an idiot for the past what? Two weeks?
I have made it clear I don't want Jayden. I said we would never be more than friends. But I keep leading him on by letting him get away with things.
I went on a date with him for Neptune's sake!
We have been acting in this little dream world which makes no sense. We were not a couple. Why are we acting like a couple? I am not his girlfriend and he is not my boyfriend. We have never dated. We have always been friends and friends don't do what we do.
There's a cycle to our relationship.
Happy, to problems, to arguments, to ignoring, to making up and the cycle repeats.
That is toxic. Jayden has a way to win me over. But he can constantly break me like a twig.
My friends have said it. I've tried to prove them wrong. But it just makes more problems, between us(my friends and I), Jay and I.
How am I supposed to be just friends with someone who has been wanting to be more than friends since we were 11?
I really thought we could be those friends that could say guys and girls could just be friends.
I guess it's also my fault. Although I really don't think Jayden has a crush on me. I think he's infatuated by me. Some may disagree because infatuation doesn't last that long.
Kayce used the right word. He's obsessed.
He likes to believe that we could be together even if I shut him down. That's a problem.
This needs to end. I need to end this now. Although there's one more thing I need to do.
It's been years, but there's one thing I have yet to do. I need closure. Maybe this thing would give it to me.
A couple of weeks after Marq passed Jayden gave me his USB. He said the stick was named talking to M.
Marq calls me M. I couldn't bring myself to read the only document on the drive, so I changed the name of the document and used the USB as if it was my own. I think I am ready to read it now.
-Madison
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