Hey, I'm Madison Aden, looks like you found my journal from when I was a kid. Everything in there helped me become who am today, with the contribution of my best friend Jayden Morgan, who was able to let me see life from a new light.
Hear our backs...
I won't lie. I have a lot of doubts. I have doubts about my success in life. I have doubts about what I do and if it will never be good enough. I have my doubts about my relationships.
My life is the ultimate roller coaster. As soon as a moment reaches a peak. It falls.
I push my doubts away because life isn't worth living if I'm not happy. I haven't been truly happy in so long.
Yes. I have my moments. But the bad ones currently outshine the good ones.
My emotions are always toyed with and it kills me inside because I don't know how to deal with it.
I know, I am a teen and this is just life.
No one understands me. I can't talk about it because I'll be called crazy.
Yeah, I could talk to my best friends but, what if I want to talk about the issues I have with them. I know they aren't ready for those conversations.
Then who can I go to?
I started calling in or texting hotlines. I only use those if I'm in an ultimate state of helplessness. Talk to a stranger is easy. I just wished I could talk to someone I knew.
Right now I guess I am in a good place. I don't really have those thoughts or feelings.
Yet, I feel like somethings going to go wrong. I don't know if I can handle it this time.
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