I am a writer

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Entry # 215

I am a writer

I find comfort in writing. It's not always writing, sometimes it's typing. Hearing that, tap click tap. It can calm me in ways you can't imagine.

When you first start writing they will say, write what you know.

Right now the easiest thing to write about is Jayden.

It is the first day of school. I am starting my second year at my university. I can't help thinking about how he's doing. I think about if he possibly thinks about me.

Maybe I have a problem. I can't really decide right now. Though for some reason I feel like writing.

I did eventually, when I got home that is.

I wrote a song. Titled: Don't forget about me.

Here it is:

Staring at my ceiling thinking about you

You've gone so far maybe I have to

Let you go away because you couldn't stay

We said goodbye

but there is so much more to say

Don't forget about me

I will always be there

Don't forget about me

I know this ain't fair

Put you through the pain

Pushing you away

I can't go back

But I gotta go my own way

So don't forget about me

Cuz I won't forget you

...

I don't know where this is coming from honestly. Of course, no one wants to be forgotten. Although I don't believe that I'll always be there. I am clearly not there now.

I don't know who I am anymore. I can't figure myself out.

I know I need help. I just don't know if I'm ready for it.

It takes a bit of time to except help y'all

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It takes a bit of time to except help y'all.

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