We Align

Officially not official

Officially not official

I just left Korra after dropping Jayden off and he keeps blowing up my phone.

I do not just play games, I win them. And today I'm at 2 and he's at 1.

I took in everything people keep telling me.

Yes, I'll admit that the feelings are there. What I do not agree with is jumping into something so quickly. I can see Diamond's point about friends. There were two reasons Jay and I didn't work out back then.

One... We were too young.

Two... Friends. Friends was a safe zone for me. I didn't want to get into something that would make me lose one of my best friends.

I was scared of feeling. I was scared of love. I couldn't move on because I would compare every man I saw to Jayden. No one was going to be him other than him.

I am not afraid anymore.

Nothing from my past can hold me back from what I care about in my present.

When I get home it's nearly half-past six, I march up the stairs and dive into my bed.

"Madison get off of me!"

I JUST WANT TO SLEEP!

"How did you get in Rave!" I turn on my bedside lamp.

"You must have forgotten that I was coming at six and you should know by now that I have my ways."

I let it slip my mind. I promised Rave that I was going to do stretches with her. While watching the sunrise.

"So where did you go?" She asks me.

I am too tired to come up with an excuse. "I went to go get Jayden and drop him off at Korra, his car broke down." I yawn.

"What time did you get up?" She presses.

"Three! I drove for over an hour, then Jayden drove us to Korra and I came back home."

Rave smirks, "You let him drive your car?"

I never let anyone get a foot near my driver's door, let alone touch my steering wheel.

"I wasn't going to, but then James yelled at us to get off his property so I gave him my keys."

Raven's mouth drops "Did you just say, James?"

"Yeah, Jayden currently lives with him, James has the cutest baby girl I have ever seen. He named her after Jayden and I." I tell her.

"So is she Mayden or Jadison?"

"Jadison." I yawn.

"Is Jadison going to happen?" She asks referring to Jay and me.

"uhh, right now its a no. I want to get to know him as an adult then how I know him as a child before I make any choices."

Oh, That felt bad. I cannot believe I just said that to her.

"Well, I understand. Maddie, you seem really tired... Want to reschedule?"

"Yea I'm free Thursday?" I am never this tired.

She lightly nudges me, "it's a date, I'll see myself out."

"Bye Rave," I say quietly pulling my blanket over my head.

"Later Maddie."

...

I got up half an hour ago. it is currently 5:45 in the afternoon. Emma just happened to cancel our session today. I hate it when people do that. Although it puts an extra $50 bucks in my pocket because she didn't cancel 48 hours in advance.