Hey, I'm Madison Aden, looks like you found my journal from when I was a kid. Everything in there helped me become who am today, with the contribution of my best friend Jayden Morgan, who was able to let me see life from a new light.
Hear our backs...
Beth has called me multiple times during the week.
I am still struggling to block her number. I can't do it. Although I still don't answer her calls. I let them go to voicemail.
Jayden will not leave his apartment. He's not going to school and it's honestly eating me up inside. He won't come out for food, he doesn't even go to his music lessons down in Massachusetts. He goes to Harvard he cannot be jeopardizing his future because of me.
I need to stop listening to those voicemails.
They are guilt-tripping me.
I don't think I have slept in the last couple of days. When I try. I swear I hear his voice and it messes with me.
I avoid places in my house because they remind me of him. My grades are slipping. Jayden always helped me when I struggled.
I need to make it work. It's my life, I need to run it.
I need to be the focus of my life.
I am so lost I don't know where to start.
-Madison
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