We Align

The Last August 19

Sorry for such a long wait, we are almost done with the backstory

-Madison

The Last August 19

New York, to Toronto. Hours in a car just to see me.

I told him beforehand the things he could and couldn't do. The main three things were;

1 He COULD hug me

2 He COULD NOT kiss me (especially in front of people)

3 He COULD NOT bring up our relationship

Naturally, he did all three.

Right, when he arrived I was saying hello to Beth and he kissed my cheek.

I let it slide. That time.....

We got into my house and tried to watch movies. We talked through it all. We sang songs and made a duet of mad world.

I wasn't feeling my best, I had cramps and pains like any other teenage girl.

He gave me a hot water bottle and he insisted on bringing me food. I wasn't in the mood for eating.

So we laid on the couch and talked while the tv filled the noise when we got silent.

It was good, it was calm. Until he started talking about our relationship. I didn't want to hear it.

He spoke of our first kiss and how he felt bad he took it from me. He talked about how he regretted it and how it should have been better.

Well no one really has a good first kiss. The thought was humorous. We were 10, it wouldn't have been great anyways.

I tried to listen to him, but Jayden was talking so fast that I didn't comprehend what he was saying. The last thing I heard was, "Like this.."

I didn't have time to register what he said because his lips were on mine.

I had to push him away. What was he thinking? He looked at me with dark blue eyes. He needed to know that he's only hurting himself by kissing me. I gave him a questionable look, to make sure he knew what he was doing. I didn't even have a chance to say a thing.

Three words came from Jayden's mouth "I don't care." Before he kissed me again.

I usually have great will power against him. My senses were all over the place.

He was intoxicating. It was wrong, I knew it was. I couldn't get past what I was feeling, I felt like I was safe with him.

Diamond told me to let loose. Maybe I should just go with it.

We were both filled with emotions, anger, joy, compassion, sadness, love. We were in a trance, in a world where it was just us.

I was snapped out of it when Jayden bit down, hard on my lip. I pushed him off of me and ran to look in the mirror. My lips were swollen and huge. I looked at Jayden, his were too, his hair was a mess, and his eyes were still a dark shade of blue.

I went into full-on panic mode. What if my dad came home seeing us like this? I shouldn't have let him kiss again, this was all my fault.

Jayden played around like everything was just fine. Nothing about it was fine. I couldn't deal with him so I kicked him out of my house.

I texted Diamond. I was freaking out.

I needed time to be calm and fix things. My lips were pulsing. I used so ice. It barely worked but it's something. I had to do something.