💟 💟 Chapter 113💟💟
The whole house is filled with the scent of rose and eastern wood candles, with minimum air conditioning and the mouthwatering smell coming from the kitchen disturbing the nostril of the person living next door, by tempting them and making them drool on that aroma wanting to taste it immediately … the whole house was filled with darkness with limited lights emitting from that scented candles..when the Two souls solemnly lost their breath on tasting each other's lips .. They get to taste each other after weeks and weeks, it's almost a month …
One wasn't ready to let go of the other person's lips when the other one badly wanted to talk and apologize for every pain and suffering his husband had been through alone … He tried to pull back but his husband had a tight hold on his neck.. He doesn't know whether to feel loving or to cry on his shoulder after all these days of suffering …They both broke the kiss when they ran out of breath...
Magnus threw his head back on the bathroom tile wall , running water from the shower falling on his chest leaving his face wet.. He breathed out on looking at his husband with glassy eyes, his lips were broken and a stain of blood was there on his lower lips.. His eyes were still filled with tears…
While the other person is just standing right under the shower and shedding his tears down which mixes with shower water washing his bare hairy body.. His lips were swollen and lips were red as cherry with his eyes swollen… His neck went pink and fingerprints of his magnus got imprinted perfectly on his pale neck.. His hands were still fixed on Magnus's waist and his nails left painful marks on Magnus's waist… It's not that they both want to hurt each other.. It's just they lost control and that single kiss asked millions of sorry and made thousands of confessions .. So They don't regret kissing like that…
Alec took a step forward and stood close to Magnus who was leaning on the wall and watching him with glassy eyes and a painful smile on his face… Alec cupped Magnus's cheeks with his hands and leaned closer to magnus…
"I am sorry.. I don't know that since the start, Robert is the reason for everything that happened between us… (he shook his head as no) if I ever knew that before I shouldn't have drag you into this mess.. I would keep you out of his reach, I would have protected you and your dad from him.. I didn't know that before . I swear.. Please don't think I betrayed you " Alec cried his eyes out on resting his forehead on Magnus who cried silently on hearing that.. He shook his head while crying his eyes out..
" why should I think like that… I love you alec(he cupped alec's face) .. I know it's not your fault… You trust your dad after everything he did to you.. But he doesn't deserve your love … He traumatized you… it's all his fault not yours…please don't blame yourself, you are yourself by taking that blame on you "magnus said while placing his hands over alec's which is on his cheeks..
" I am sorry… I didn't mean to hurt you or withhold myself from you… I Was really mad at myself and I was mad that I haven't seen you since I met with an accident.. Leo said you saved me.. You brought me back to life but you weren't there when I woke up.. You made me crave for your presence.. Every time I wake up I wish you would be there with me but you are not….. When I was alone in the hospital.. Every patient over there has a family to take care of..they argue and protest when the hospital management asks them to leave at the end is visiting hour .. But I don't have anyone to visit me at all … I was alone under the supervision of a nurse who got paid by Robert.. It hurts like I don't want to Wake up ever again.. I feel like i want to sleep forever.. It hurts when I was with you the day before and you ask divorce from me the very next day… I don't know where I go wrong.. I hate myself thinking that I am not capable of your love… I was dead the moment I saw you sign those papers but I don't know what happened on my back.. I act really stupid and still I made you suffer for all my pains. I am Sorry.. (he cried) God no matter how many times I say sorry.. That's not gonna fix your broken piece… I destroyed you enough… I am not worth your love magnus "Alec cried on pulling back from magnus..
