playing an orgasm
swinging into flow
vibrating in cells. colorful
rainbow's full palette
and beyond. yeah
swaying into the void
filled with undefined beauty
next steps don't matter
happening like breathing
flowing richly. flying
through formless bliss.
mhm
no rhymes in the way
expression is free
unrestrained. alive.
everchanging. nonstriving.
mmm
tones are vibing
sax melting
into bassy hums.
life
is playing in waves
coming like an ocean
rolling, smooth
morphing
mhmmm
one breath into another
blending feelings into a river
bathing the brain in being
go on. yeah
a never ending
forever flowing
drifting to the nonrhythm
of life. yeah
gliding on moments
an invisible dance
caressing the soul
on and on
carefree
on and on
wandering
up, down, left
everywhere. nowhere.
timeless. unbound.
on and on
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rhythm feels fake, plastic, forced. jazz feels alive. like a day that's happening, unfolding, swinging from moment to moment, free and unrestrained.
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inspired by: lying down in bed and listening to live jazz on an asmr channel. made me so happy. so fucking happy. deeply content. satisfaction; and more - sth deep, awe-like but soft. a smile just spills over my face. fulfillment. words can't. a new turn - fireworks in my brain. so relaxing. jazz is bliss in sound form.
now i want to start learning piano and how to play piano jazz. too many active interests, too little time T_T and motivation bc it's a lot to learn T_T Drama and theatrics aside...
...it IS overwhelming.
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Poesia~ poezje itp ~ w gruncie rzeczy, jesteśmy worami mięsa, kości, i flaków. ale w tym worze mieści się mózg, a mózg to wciąż niezbadana złożoność, która z prostego wora potrafi uczynić święty graal. the heart beats/heartbeats/heartbeat: serce bije, ser...
