Why do I feel this way?

Chapter 88: Reclaiming Intimacy

Siobhan and Vivian had spent hours in the water. All the swimming had them starved. They laid out on their towels to cuddle and dry off before going back to the condo. Their lunch had long been worked off, so they quickly entered the kitchen working together to make dinner. As Siobhan watched Vivian move fluidly through the space, making it all look so natural, she grabbed her softly by her waist. "I truly never knew what love meant until I found you." She whispered, ghosting her fingers across Vivian's cheek.

Vivian was careful not to touch Siobhan while the blonde connected their lips in a smoldering kiss. The blonde rested her forehead against Vivian's, "you're so perfect, Viv." Vivian's eyes glistened with tears as she lost herself in the moment resting her gaze on Siobhan's eyes. "Bon, loving you is the easiest thing to do. I thought I was done with love, but you came along and stole my heart." They grudgingly pulled away from each other so they could cook; they really needed the fuel for the long night ahead.

As always when they cooked together, the air grew thick with attraction. It was odd, but it was a turn on to watch the other show their cooking talents. Siobhan's plan was coming together better than she imagined. She was getting more and more flustered and seeing Vivian's loss of focus was entertaining.

After dinner, Siobhan took Vivian by the hand leading her to the bedroom. The brunette chuckled, "shouldn't we clean the kitchen first?" The blonde rolled her eyes, "the mess isn't going anywhere." Siobhan sat on the bed, pulling Vivian down beside her. Taking her wife's hand into her lap, she admitted, "I want us to try touch-free sex. Right now, the mix of emotional and physical intimacy is overwhelming, but I still want us to connect this way." Vivian looked at her wife in admiration, "Bon, you're amazing. The way you are fighting for us. I'll follow your lead, I trust you."

Siobhan stands, slowly undressing in front of Vivian. The brunette watches intently taking in the beauty of her wife. Siobhan extends her hand for Vivian to stand with her. The brunette maintains eye contact as she follows Siobhan's lead and rids herself of her clothes. The blonde can feel her core flutter as Vivian's gaze seems to cut through to her soul.

The two sit on the bed facing each other, legs crossed, just centimeters from each other. "You are so beautiful, Viv. Close your eyes and imagine my hands massaging your breast. Lightly brushing my thumbs against your nipples." Vivian can feel the pulsing sensation quicken inside her. A moan sneaks through her lips as she lets her imagination take over. "My tongue dances across your silky skin all the way to your ear, lightly tugging with my teeth." Siobhan's eyes wander Vivian's body watching her breathing become more rapid, biting her lower lip as arousal becomes more intense.

As Vivian's arousal continues to grow, she can't help but roll her hips listening carefully to Siobhan's voice. "Oh, Viv. Open your eyes baby. Look at me. I want to look into your beautiful eyes as you release." The pulsating pleasure building within Siobhan witnessing her brunette overwhelmed with pleasure becomes unbearable. Her body begins to shake as she gently thrusts her hips.

Their eyes meet as moans penetrate the thick atmosphere. "Shit, Bon. Oh, I love you." Vivian orgasm crashes through her body as she barely is able to register Siobhan's voice. "I love you, Viv." The blonde crumbles as one of the most intense orgasms she has ever experienced erupts through her.

Heavy breathing from both women mingle through the air as they fall to the mattress next to each other. Siobhan takes Vivian's hand in hers, "wow..." Vivian lets out a slow breath, "yeah... wow."

As they lay there catching their breath, Vivian turns on her side with a soft smile tugging at her lips. Her eyes fall on Siobhan as she tenderly asks, "how are you feeling, Bon?" The blonde adjusts onto her side facing Vivian. The reddened tint to her face gave a slight clue. "It's been a while since we have been that intimate. I just realized how disconnected we really were. That's scary, Viv." The brunette lowered her eyes slightly, "we are making our way back, Bon. That's all that matters."

Siobhan rolls over into Vivian's arms pulling them around her. Vivian's heart races slightly with the sudden physical contact. Siobhan feels the pounding of Vivian's heart before she whispers, "I'm okay, Viv. Hold me, please."