Beintehaa Ishq

Aaina

Chapter40

Aaina...

As Aaliya woke up it was Saturday, 4 days since Zain was missing, the police had intensified the search operations but all family members had strictly warned Aaliya not to step out of the room.

She walked towards the balcony ..her heart ripped open ...to see his rolled bed ...the dried petals from her birthday night ...

Da...Miss kar rahi ho na ...kaha tak mat tadpao ..ab bhugto ...as she turned around there was no one ...she wiped her tears ..how would she convince everyone to let her go out ...she felt trapped ...he needed her and she was just made to sleep the whole day ...as her energy was coming back, her anxiety was increasing ...

Who knows how badly he was being treated ...what if they have harmed him ...the images of the streaked red mark on his back now clouded in her eyes ...he had been beaten that night ...and he made a deal, why did he lie to her ...

they could have faced everything together ...

Together...when were they together ...

Not since they had divorced and the three months she had spent with him post her memory loss...she closed her eyes...as she again saw his face ...

Da...Huggie chaiye ...please ....their talks in Goa ...his gentle pleading ...Da ...thoda share karogi ...bhook lagi hai ...his love seeped in all the cervices of her heart

Zain ...she took his name as a sudden feeling that he was in pain ...a lot of pain ...she could hear his scream ...as she cried again ...and turned back to see Rehman ...

Aaliya ...beta ...theek ho...as he saw her sobbing again ...

She went and hugged him ...it was strange the love she had for her parents had been totally overcasted for Rehman now, that's the reason he was the only one who was able to pacify her questions...

Dad..Zain theek toh hoga na ..pata hai uss raat unhone usse mara hoga ...

pata nahi kaha hai ...kis haal mai hai who ...Dad...meri sanse ruki hai ...mujhe ghutan ho rahi hai is kamre mai ...

Aaliya ...davai ...as she looked at the tablets that Zain used to get for her everyday ...

She took it and starred back, Dad ...aap sab jaante the na ...aapko usse mere paas nahi aane dena chaiye tha...maine uske saath kitna bura behave kiya ...kitni baate sunaiye ...kitna tarasaya ...

Har roz ...mere kamre ke bahar khada hota tha ...har roz dad ...bina bhulle ...bina ruke ...Dad ...yeh mujhse kaisa khatta ho gayi...

Aaliya ..woh zidd par adda tha ..mai kya karta ...usse tumhe theek karna tha ...

Dad...uske choth khane se mai kaise theek ho sakti hu...

Aaliya ...yeh bhi ek theraphy hai ...jaha mariz koh kabhi kabhi sirf apni beete kal ke bure hadse yaad hote hai, koi insaan, koi cheez joh aapko is kadar ghussa aur dard dete hai ki aap be kabu ho jaate hai ...tumhare case mai who hadsaa talakh tha ...who insaan Zain ...

Yaha aane se pehle ...usne bahut kuch saha tha ...as he looked away ...aur uske iss faisle se hum koi khush nahi the ...par jiase usne khud se vaada kiya tha ...

Aaliya ...theraphy joh kai saal tak tumhe nahi de paati...Zain ke zidd ne kar diya ...

Dad...aapka matlab hai mai theek ho chuki hu...

Nahi beta ...tum zindagibhar ab theek nahi ho sakti ...

She looked up scared ...

Beta ...joh ghussa, nafrat tumhe uss hadse aur insaan se hua tha ...sirf who kam ho gaya hai..aur who bhi usike karan...

yaha mariz koh uski marzi karne dete hai ...bolne dete hai ...kai log toh maar bhi khate hai ..sirf isliye ki who jisko pyaar karte hai ...who isse bahar nikal paaye...

Sunne mai ut patang zarror hai...par kai mansik bimariyon mai aise theraphy use hoti hai ...

Mujhe pata hai ...uska who kabrasthan mai kaam karna...bhare jagah tumne uska tamasha udhana ...aur who Driver wali baat ...sab kuch Aaliya ...tumhare dimaag ne eke k badla liya ...apne zakhmao ka ...

Par Dad ...badla nahi chahti mai ...yeh mera wajood nahi hai ...maine zindagi mai kabhi kisi se ucchi avaaz tak baat nahi ki...toh usse dard kyu dungi...

Par tumne diya ...aur usse dard mai dekhkar pehle bhalle tumhe dard nahi hua ...par dheere dheere tum toooti Aaliya ...

Zain ne mujhe bataya tha ...jis din maine usse tumhare rehab ki baat batyi thi ..woh aakrhi zakhm ...usne tumhe badla...usme thodi ummed bandhi thi

Theek se socho...kya uske baad tumhe uske taraf utni nafrat mehsoos hui ...

She looked back ...and yes he was right she had mellowed down her hatred the venom ...maybe the physical hurt had changed her, his knees and those hands ..the wait ...

her last hurt ...subtle but she had not hated him after that ...healed him, fed him, wanted to spend her birthday with him ...spent the night with him ...yes she had no venom left ...

Dad...usse ghutan hui hogi na ...kitna akela mehsoos hota hoga na ...

Haa beta ...dard mai tha ...jab tumne usse bhukhar mai akela choda...usse jalaya ...usse bhooka rakha ...ya usse I hate you kaha ...har baar ek kadi toote ussme...

Dr.Das...se baat karvai thi maine ...aur unhe darr tha ki Zain khud koh andhere mai jhok raha hai ...unhone toh uski davai bhi shuru karvai thi, as she recollected she had seen him collecting medicines and he had as usual hidden from her

Dr.Das ne mujhe usse roz baat karne koh kaha tha ...tab kahi jaakar usne mujhe apni dil ki baatein batye hai ...

Aaliya ...tumhe theek karte karte ...humara Zain kahi kho gaya ...tumhare paas bimaari ka karan hai ...uske paas toh who bhi nahi ...Aaliya ...who theek nahi hai ...

Dad ...mai nahi karti nafrat usse ..yehi baat batana chahti hu usse ...aap nahi jaante pehle yeh mehsoos karna ki aapka dimaag ab aake bas mai nahi ...aur phir aapne pyaar koh apne haato aise dard dena ...

Dad...Zain ...ne apna pyaar sabit kiya ...ab meri baari ...mai usse dhoondh nikalungi...yaha aise nahi baith sakthi ...please dad ...mujhe jaane dijiye...

Aaliya ...yeh galti humne Zain ke saath ki ...ab tumhe nah kho sakte ...Aalisha aa rahi hai ...uske saath aaram karo as Rehman walked out ...

Aaliya kept quietly on the bed ...remembering his words ...trapped ...and wanting to get out was the worlds worst feeling ...

Aaina dikh gaya mujhe aaj tere pyaar ka ...

Aks ghula tha jisme tere intezaar ka...

SIM

Pre-cap: The search ...will Aaliya get out of the house arrest she is in