Supernatural Imagines

Heartache (Sam)

🎶: 'Nothing Left To Say Now' by Imagine Dragons

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You gasped.

Your eyes darted everywhere, observing the dark room you lay in.

You sat up straight rubbing your eyes. Your muscles ached, your whole body was so stiff. It felt as if you lay there for days...

Then the memories came rushing back.

"Sammy! Where are you Sam?!" You yelled. You could hear him struggling, fighting for his life. "[y/n]!" Sam exclaimed as he pierced the demon he was fighting with the demon knife. It twitched and electrocuted, falling to the ground motionless.

"We should go-[y/n]! Look out!" Sam shouted. "What-"

You felt a sharp pain in your back, an unbearable pain. You fell to your knees. You could feel the blood ooze from your back. You had just been stabbed.

Sam threw the knife into the demon that stabbed you. He ran over to you and held you in his arms. Tears streamed down his face as you closed your eyes, meeting with your new best friend: Darkness.

You were breathless. Your eyes started to moisten. You felt your back but there was no stab wound. You were healed. You could feel the pain psychologically.

You got out of bed and stretched. You felt extremely weak. You wore a jacket that lay on a chair. You held your hands out in front of you, using the light from the crack of the door to help you through the dark.

You opened the door cautiously, looking both ways before exiting the room. You were in the Men of Letters Bunker.

You walked towards the library and sighed with relief to find Dean. Maybe he'll give you some answers.

"Dean..." You said and walked towards him. He turned to you startled. "[y/n]?!" He eyes opened wide, "Oh no..."

"Wait what's-"

"SON OF A BITCH!" He yelled and stood up sharply.

Just then, the Bunker's door opened. You were about to cry tears of joy to see Sam standing there.

"OH YOU'VE MESSED UP BIG TIME SAM!" Dean yelled, his voice echoed through the Bunker's corridors. Sam walked down the stairs slowly, partially fearing his brother. Once he came down, Dean grabbed him by the shirt and pushed him to the wall.

"What twisted your mind to do it, HUH?" Dean demanded an answer. Sam shook him off, tears streaming down his face. "I-I love her too much Dean. I couldn't lose her..." Sam sobbed.

"But you did! You had lost her!" Dean held his forehead, "We can't change nature Sam, GODDAMMIT! I thought you knew better."

"Guys, what's happening!" You asked. You had a hint in your mind but you pushed it away, hoping it wasn't true. Dean forced a fake smile, "Tell her Sam!"

"I-I..." Sam started, you dreading the continuation, "I made a deal."

An atom bomb exploded in your gut. You would have fainted if it wasn't for the anger that was boiling up in you.

"You.Did.WHAT?!" You stomped towards him.

"I couldn't lose you. You mean too much to me," Sam said and looked to the floor. Dean had let go of him but if he wasn't standing there, you would have pounced on Sam.

"And see where that got you..." Dean shook his head. You turned around, pacing back and forth, you eyes welling with tears. Your Sammy was going to be taken from you...

"How long?" You questioned, eyes shut. "Five... Five years," Sam answered.

"Son of a-"

"Great. That's brilliant!" You said sarcastically between your tears.

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You refused to talk to him. You refused to even look at him. Yes, this was how you started to spend your last five years with him.

"[y/n]..." Sam said, on the other side of the table. You sat with your arms crossed, "Sam how could you?"

"I already told you, I didn't want to lose you!" He shouted, startling you. You were afraid and Sam sensed that. He walked over to where you sat.

He went for a hug by you moved away, tears forming in your eyes. He bent down so that he was lower than you. You looked down to him as he held your hand tightly.

"I'm sorry," He said, "I'm sorry I didn't protect you the way I should have. I'm sorry that I've been the main problem in your life."

"Oh Sam please don't go there," You burst into tears. You brought his hand towards you and kissed it. You stood up and so did he, wrapping each other in a warm embrace.

"Forget everything that's happened..." You said, "There's only one thing we can do. Open up the books and get you out of this mess."