Supernatural Imagines

The Secret Offspring (Castiel)

🎶: 'All I Want' by Kodaline

So sad omg (You have to listen to it before reading, it fits perfectly) 😢😭

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"Here you go," You gave your 4 year old daughter her lunch which consisted of nuggets and fries. She took the ketchup bottle and squirted a large amount on top of the fries. You took one from her plate and ate it.

"So tell me how was school today?" You asked and your daughter smiled. "School was fun today! We talked about jobs," She answered, while eating a nugget, "Everyone said what their mommy's and daddy's jobs are."

You smiled, "What did you say?" She thought for a moment, "I said that my mommy writes books." You gave her a thumbs up, "Yes, I'm an author."

"Author..." She tapped her chin, thinking about the new word. You took another French fry thinking about your latest novel.

"Umm mommy... Matilda asked me what my daddy does," Your daughter said and you swallowed hard.

"Where's my daddy? Do I have a daddy?" She asked innocently and a look of sadness washed over you.

Castiel. Her dad was Castiel, the Angel. Well, he wasn't an Angel at that point but...

You ran away when you found out about the baby, lying about how your parents were in danger because of something that had attacked your brother. You went for a while, planning to eventually come back but it was too difficult. Castiel would never accept a child and you weren't ready for that rejection.

You stayed away, your excuse being that your family needed you, you had to educate them about the superntural. Plus, you told them that you needed a break from everything... Never giving them a specific reason. They never asked questions.

That was four years ago. The pain and sadness never left you. You loved Castiel so much, you still do. He never came to you, he never called and you don't even know if he tried looking for you.

Well, never coming to you... You wanted to make sure that he wouldn't find you so you'd ward your home and wherever you'd stay with sigils so that Angels, specifically Castiel, couldn't find you. You even got a tattoo, making sure he never found you.

"Y-Yes honey, you have a daddy," You revealed and she paused. "Really? Why isn't he at home? I've never met him... Have I met him?" Your daughter asked. You fidgeted with your hands, "N-No you haven't... Met him."

"Why not?" She asked and you forced a smile onto your face. You felt cruel. How could you let your daughter not meet her father and live as if everything was okay?

"Do you want to meet him?" You asked and she smiled excitedly. "Yes please! I want to meet my daddy!" She said.

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You'd reach in another hour. You lived two states over from where the Bunker was located. You told your daughter that you'll be going on a long trip so you both packed your luggage together, taking clothes for both of you and toys for your daughter, and whatever else that was necessary.

"Are we there yet? Do we have to stay at another motel?" Your daughter asked and you smiled softly.

You looked at her through the back-view mirror, "We're almost there and no, we won't be staying at a motel anymore."

You felt a bit nervous about meeting Castiel, about meeting the Winchesters.

Maybe he doesn't like me anymore. Maybe he doesn't remember me, you thought.