Swan of Endless Feathers (Book 1 of Swan Trilogy)

Chapter 63

Chapter 63 

T

Charlotte

"Shall we dance, baby?"

I took Tyler's hand and he led me to the dance floor. His hand remains holding mine while his other hand wrapped my waist. We swayed with the slow song along with the dance partners around us.

Hindi ako makatingin sa kanya nang diretso. Nakikita ko sa gilid ng mata ko na nakatitig lang siya sa akin, nadadama ko pa ang mainit niyang hininga na humahaplos sa balat ko.

Nalanghap ko ang mamahalin niyang pabango. Gosh. Ang bango niya.

"Are you falling in love?"

Natigilan ako sa tanong niya.

"I don't want to choose anyone. I don't want to hurt any of you." I whispered. "If I choose to love, there's pain following behind. I can't do this to you or your brothers."

"Sa akin mo lang ba ito sinabi?"

Tumango-tango ako na nakayuko.

"Then don't choose." Napatingala ako sa sinabi niya.

"Ano?"

"Kung nahihirapan kang pumili, 'wag ka pumili." Tyler shrugged. "If you're having a hard time choosing, it means you love all of us."

Nanlaki ang mata ko sa sagot ni Tyler.

"I'm not polyamorous! Hindi ako ganon kalandi!"

"That's not what I meant!" Umiling-iling siya. "Naging close mo na kasi kami lahat. Habang tumatagal na nakakasama mo kami, mas lalo ka lang mahihirapan pumili."

"Oh no..."

Bumibilis ang kabog ng aking dibdib nang tinapat niya ang kanyang palad sa puso ko. Tumingala ako sa kanyang grey eyes at nalula sa kanyang tingin.

"A part of your heart is already attached to each of ours." He whispered that sent shivers down my spine.

Napayuko ako dala ng hiya. How am I going to respond to that?!

"Maiintindihan ko naman kung hindi ka makapili."

"That can't be..." I shook my head in disbelief.

"You're already in love to all of the Hansen boys. You're dating all of us at the same time without you even realizing it.

Napatigil ako sa pagsayaw at umatras sa kanya. Umawang ang bibig ko dahil ngayon ko lang napagtanto ito habang nailing pa.

This is unacceptable!

"T-This is wrong! I can't be in love with all of you at the same time! I'm against polyamorous behavior! It's against my own virtue!"

"Charlotte, calm down!"

"I can't calm down! Hindi dapat ganito! Mali ang ganito! Mali na magmahal ako ng maraming tao!"

Napatakip na lang ako sa mukha ko. I felt his arms wrap around me as if he's hugging me to comfort my confused heart.

"You love all of us, Hansens, but that doesn't make you malandi." Tyler whispered in my ear. "I guess we're just really that good at making you fall for us."